Just checked my edventure, I was not allocated any ge, basket.. 3 choices and I didnt get any.
Anyway, didnt know that my busstop story will get so popular hee..but then this kind of thing will only come out from me once in a blue moon haa.. Anyway, talking about a good writer, I think siying is a really good one, I always find her stories intriguing, so ya, theres a link down the left to her blog.
Its been raining these few days..perhaps heaven is mourning for those who lost their lives in the tsunami. I had nothing to do yesterday when I clicked the 'next blog' link on top of this page, and I went to a blog created by someone with a first hand account of the tsunami: he was right there in the action. It was hard for me to imagine what happened there, and what they went through in this sheltered room of mine, where the biggest threat to me was worsening my myopia by spending too many hours in front of my computer, or the feeling of boredom caused by the lack of entertainment. And there I was, reading the blog, and going through the photos of the destruction, the removal of bodies, trying to picture the process and everything.
I still couldnt feel it.
Rain is a way of life. So is the sun. The sky will not rain continuously, and neither will the sun shine non-stop. So when you are in the rain, do not indulge in a state of self pity; look forward to the next ray of light. Likewise, it is unrealistic to expect the sun to shine forever, for the rain will last longer if you do.

A mirror cracked, a tsunami, a broken leaf, a war, an argument, a paper torned, a forest burnt, a terrorist attack, an economic crisis, a heart broken.
Irreversible.

Was waiting for a bus with a friend yesterday, and we waited and waited before we realised that the bus would not come.
It's the same in life isn't it, when you keep waiting for that elusive bus, hoping that your wait will not futile, even when deep in your heart, you know that it will not come. Hope is the one that keep you going, but that hope fades as the waiting time gets longer and longer. Even when you see many other buses that can get you to the same destination, you do not want to board those buses. Why? Because you believe that this bus will eventually come. Believe that this is the only bus that can bring you to your destination. Believe that you are safe in the hands of the driver. Believe that no other buses can bring you faster to your destination.
Believe.

Woke up at 7am, but been lying on my bed since then. This is the kind of life I been having recently, but its my last week of holiday now.
Anyway, my leg is still sore from yesterday. Think it haven recover from the previous vball session, cos it stiffed up quite fast into yesterday session.
6weeks ended its run yesterday, and sadly David(adrian pang) died in the end, not from the stomach cancer, but from the mercedes bully. Lesson learned: Do not drive a mercedes, it means you are insecure.

too lazy to write abt yesterday le.. so heres the extract from my frens blog:

anyway last nite was spent at yiwei house...met kelvin edwin n hengswee at cck mrt...n as usual...all was late....hahaha...think its really abt vb player......hahhaaa.....can nvr be early...hehhee...anyway.....only had dinner at ard 9+ cause the pizza took almost 2hrs to be sent..hahaa...then started playing the uno stacko...while waiting for dinner....after tat was the zhong ji da shi.......hahaa...damn comical..played tat to clear all the food....and it was like the 2guys sitting on the sofa had kanna all the way...edwin kanna 5times...had 2 or 3slices of pizza n 2 chicken wings n tink 1 one of root beer...then was followed by wilson...4 times...then i think was hengswee..n kelvin....hahaa...mm...shumin also kanna twice i think...only yiwei n i kept a clean record....*blinkblink*...muahahahha............then shumin had to leave...n the guys wanted to watch their 12 kingdom.....n i went online..hahah..then after tat......it was the beginnin of card session n ps 2 nite..hahhaa..n nt to forgt abt the drinking session........edwin was the mixer...n i think we all luv the coffee liq......cause when it was tat drink..eveyone juz wanted to drink..hahaa..anyway at ard 4...tiredness started to crap in..n edwin suggested vcd time...then...yes..it was also the start the my restin session..hehhee..think i havent even yet to watch the show i was already kunning liao...ops...hahha...wat to do...very the tired leh....anyway slept till ard 7.....then i hrd tis chicken sound..i thought yiwei had a dog...then the neighbour had chicken...hahhaa..anyway was actually alarm clock.....then tink we all gt up...n was on our way back home...hehe...n oh yah....had this phrase during the session.... 男人学喝酒是要骗女人，女人学喝酒是不要被男人骗。。。complete truth in it mann...hahaha.....oh yah..yiwei had a dog in his house...so whenever we had to go toilet...the dog wont gt disturb by us...n wld like cling on to the guys...hahha...n harass them...luckily guowei is ard to hold on to the dog...hehee...so i was spared the harassment...hehee.....anyway i'm scare of dog...hahaa.......

quite bored now sigh.. just finished watching happy fish, nothing to do le. its been like this for the whole day haiz.. damn slack leh me.. maybe should go running tmr, see how first.
Btw, anyone watched 6wks last sunday? noticed the glove that adrian wore at the ice-skating rink? its exactly the same as mine haha.. so proud haa..this sunday is the last episope le, i will surely stay home and watch it.

next week is the last week of holiday le, so fast end le, then it will be back to study liao, new subjects, new tutors, new classmates...changes and lots of change.. everything is so troublesome.. Nothing can escape changes, even me. In fact, Ive been trying to change myself, in some ways or other since the start of the year; I wanted to be a more vocal and direct person, and I ended up saying someone fat directly. A lot of ppl got suan by me directly as well, though i rather see it as direct criticism. I wanted to contribute to the society, and I started donating blood, even though I didnt have the guts to do it during jc and army times, when I thought up numerous excuses on why I couldnt go. Im still afraid of the needle, but that is only a small pain compared to the numerous people I can help. I went to a orientation camp, the first ever that I willingly went to, and paid for as well, to know more people. And in that, I chiong for the first time in my life; its not as bad as I think. I joined the student union, to get a first-hand experience of organising things, to leave a mark on my cca record in school, unlike my secondary school times when I had none. And during the past year, I finally let go, and stop living in the shadow of my previous relationship, and embark on a new path. I went through numerous presentations in school, even though i had stage fright in the first place, and became more confident of myself in the process. These are something I have to go through because Im in the business course after all. I decided, and took up malay in the first semester, much to the surprise of many people. It was a decision taken alone, and alone I was in the malay class, but it all ends well in the end.

Its time to change my hairstyle.

Theres something wrong with my computer that I am not able to access my hotmail. hrmm... virus? but i wont be able to detect any virus also, cos i didnt install any anti-virus software on this computer. Lazy to format my comp too, guess I will just have to bear with it and checked my mail in school.
Watched phantom of the opera, not my type of show haa.. too artistic liao la. I was expecting some sort of a musical, but then, they dont really dance. One and a half hour in the show and I was wishing for the show to end sooner than later. So ya, unless you like the music, there isnt really a reason for you to watch it.
Its nearing year end already, maybe its time to make some new year resolution? Recalling back, I dont even remember what resolution i made last year, or do i made any at all. Dont think I made any, did i? Dont think so la, at this time last year, Im only counting my days to ord, nothing else le bah.
Anyway, talking about resolutions, I did not even complete my resolution for this holiday haiz.. was supposed to be training back my fitness, but the only thing i did was playing vball...the rain la, everytime rain..hrmm no more excuses besides the rain haa... And was supposed to resume my korean language training, but yet haiz.. i dont have motivation to study it at all, lack of discipline. This holiday is really wasted le.
So for the new year, dont think im going to make any resolution le, no more of that stuff since I cant get myself to do it, no point making any false promises. I always tried my best to fulfill promises make to others, but when it comes to promises i made to myself, I always failed..sigh..wheres the yi wei in the past who always get things done. The determination, the resolve to complete things is no longer there...I accept failures too easily. A sign of growing up?

im sunburnt.. haiz.. just when i recovered from my previous stint of sunburnt and skin peeling, I started another run again, cos went to sentosa yesterday.
And ya, i got back my results le. CACC, good or bad? good because at least i cleared all subjects, bad because...how can 3C be a good result anyway. But then again, looking back at the effort i put in, to get an A is already surprising. Maybe its time to buck up, but then haiz...
going to watch naruto le, 60plus episope already, gambatte!

its been more than one week past my bday le, hadnt mentioned anything here yet, cos wanted to see if who will remember my bday, speaking of which, I was somewhat surprised at who wished my happy bday that day. Who would have thought that my friend in camp, who still got one yr to ORD, would remember my birthday and sms me, even when he still dont know whether my birthday is on 4thdec or 12april haa..thanks vincent. Then theres also my primary school friend, who I only just recently contacted in recent months, msg me at 12midnight, in the middle of her movie, thanks leh holly, though u wont be reading this hee..and paiseh har, to all those disturbed by her sms-ing haa.. Besides them, then theres also kit, who gave me my present long ago..and jingfeng, whose bday is too close to me for him to forget la. where got ppl give presents 2 wks in hand one! haa.. And of course, not forgetting my gang, vball + cck, thanks for the gift. Guess thats about all, friends who bothered to give me their blessing. And ya, also 3 of my classmate, really surprised hee.. Shurong, Sarah, Lisa... thanks manz. notice i didnt mention kaleos...

Nothing much for tt day, cept that my mum bought me a icecream cake hee..and my dog likes it alot ha..

sigh.. still waiting for my results now.. all the waiting haiz..watch naruto first better.. hee..

results going to be released soon, most likely today.. now im getting slightly anxious...worried..sigh..

A wonderful day... of watching vcd, haiz.. been idleing away now lor..read newspaper, check mail, replying mail, checking if my resutls is out, watching vcd, eating watermelon...my life.. maybe i should start reading through for my new semester, BUT my result not out yet. Been seeing my eng friends around me getting As lor, think tts impossible for me la, not tt smart, and didnt work that hard as well. And now, I have to get 23 au for ge, from 16 previously. do they really have that many classes of ge for us to take in the first place..keep increasing it..and expect ppl to take stupid courses like appreciating bird..appreciating gemstone.. idiotz manz.. And i cant take sociology leh..still rued over that, dunno what to take for ge leh, need to register next week le.

I watched polar express yesterday, didnt expect much of it since a lot of friends said its not nice, and in fact I didnt bother to watch it in the first place one, and nothing to do mah. The plot is quite stupid la, like no aim like tt. 3/5stars

dinner time!

just had steamboat at a frens house, feeling quite tired, so came back instead of staying overnight le. Watched the stars award just now, think its hilarious in some parts. Then watched 6 weeks too, i really like the show now glued to the tv for the hour, think its really really nice. Whats nice of it? Im not too sure too, just like the show and the plot and everything, and i think adrian pang is a really good actor too.
My hair is getting longer and longer, not sure what to do with it yet. wanna change a hairstyle, but that will cost, so have been holding back the idea, think i will just continue like this into the new semester, but its quite irritating when i play vball. haiz..
its getting late, gdnitez..

didnt sleep well last night..who can explains waking up at 3, and then cant get back to sleep..and i didnt even feel sleepy at that time, evident of the fact that I didnt fall asleep watching the boring soccer match between real and roma, though i did switch it off after a while. So there I was, playing computer games at 3 plus.. all the way till 6, then finally decided that I was tired enough to start sleeping.
Woke up at 10 plus today, switched on my comp, and hey my timetable is out! but damn sian, cos I will not be able to take sociology this sem, plus the fact that many of my classmates wont be in the same class next year, kinda sad thing, just when we were starting to hit off. ok, maybe i shouldnt be so greedy, at least I got one whos in the same classes as me for all subjects. But still haiz... now i got to find another ge to take..
just got my 256mb mmc card, waiting for my hp to finish charging before i turned it into a mp3 player hee..
been going thru a quite aimless life now.. slacking at home everyday.. you can either find me on my bed, in front of my comp or tv. was supposed to start training, but then haiz.. its already 9thdec liao, and so far i only run once. hrmm.. shall make myself go run later, hope it rains...
time for lunch..

I PASSED MY MALAY!!!! WHAAHAHHAHA...........

hrmm... been some time since i update my blog. got a feeling that the holiday is fast coming to an end liao, but hor, just as well la, cos i am pretty much wasting my time in this holiday. not working, not doing anything constructive, but rather just slacking around, not to mention the large outflow of money..
and ya, i have changed to a new phone. need to get rid of my old phone before it go bonkers again. Anyway, now im holding a nokia6230, decided to get rid of the stylish but cmi samsung s200, so its a downgrade in style and upgrade in performance. At least now I have my radio back haha...but kinda disappointed with the new phone, cos if i want to use the mp3 player, i need to buy the cable...idiotz one..samsung they gave me the cable lor.. and not to mention i will need to buy a much larger memory card than the miserable 32mb they gave me, and all this add up to the cost of the phone.
ok, enough of the phone. Got the news over the weekend that Si will not be coming over this vacation, was kinda disappointed, but ok lar, theres always chance in the future. And ya, I got the jack jack neck cushion le haha.. and guess what, i got it at nus macdonald lor! bukit panjang plaza macdonald had already sold that out lor, and theres not many ppl buying it at nus hee... now i got the whole set at home le haa..you can imagine me with the neck cushion around my neck while im typing this haha..its coming in handy.
Now im hooked on the song 'The Reason' by Hoobastank.. think its quite nice.

im red now... my face is red now.. my whole body is red now.. sunburnt arr... cos i just came back from sentosa, one whole day of beach volleyball.
Anyway, watched spore idol yesterday, and i thought that the better singer won. Taufik is clearly the better singer with the better vocals, so no matter what u sly fans out there say, he deserved it.
the end is near..

Went to ubin yest with kaleos, well.. its fun and all, and it rain also.. but ok lar, i have my share of cycling before it rain. Then we were there eating chi cha at the restaurant, the food ok ok only lar, price also ok ok lar.
Other than going ubin, i have been staying home playing games these few days.. need for speed underground2, winning eleven 8, dynasty warrior 4 empires, football manager2005... actually i have quite a short attention span for games, i rather be out somewhere rather than playing games, but that is not the case lar. im not like many of my friends, who rather stayed home and play games, trying to complete and all.
Anyway, nothing much to say already.. cos nothing happened also lar..

quite bored now, nothing to do, been playing game the whole day. now only waiting for happy fish, my only source of tv.
and ya, I bought the jack-jack cushion le!!! hee.. think its real cute haha...all gals should go get it haha...cant believe im saying these things hee.. but anyway, i given mine to my sis le, cos she like it. The next one is gonna to be mine haah...the jack jack neck cushion :)
Looking at my list of friends who have blogs, there is NO guys!!! Im the only one here leh..so lonely haha... but why guys dont write blog leh? hrmm.. i shall try to get them to start hee..

its thursday le! guess what it means? the macdonald incredibles toy is out haha..bought the mr incredible handphone holder last week, this week should be the cushion one, been eyeing this one hhaa... and also the neck cushion hee.. naive? nah...
been more than one week since my exams ended, but not done anything constructive yet. Told myself to start working on my korean, but then haiz... plan never go according to plan one.. wheres my discipline..
anyway, changed the photos to the link to my gallery, see to ur bottom left, my lovely classmates hee.. and tts me behind.
gonna go to the comp exhibition at expo now, buaiz

heiyo! its nice to be back in Singapore hee..
Actually nothing much to talk about the trip lah, cos dont really go ard much, cept for the usual shopping(i didnt buy a thing at all). Anyway, boarded the train back this time.. and it was really killing me loh, 6hrs leh, what do you think? and then i have my ear and nose blocked, slight fever..horrific ride.. and the onboard food sucks too.
And theres this little incident on board which amused me, there was this 2 boys wearing the same shirt and pants(wonder why parents like to dress up brothers or sisters in same shirt, so they wont quarrel?) sitting behind me, then at one time, one of the boys went to the toilet. after bout 1 min, the other one followed behind, and theres this 2 guy in front of me, when they saw the second one, they looked at each other in amazement haa.. so funny loh, u see their expression, wondering how come the boy passed by them again.
Then theres this guy who sit beside me, keep shaking his leg.. dunno why he not tired one.
At the start of the ride, they was showing a video called 101things to do before you die, quite interesting, they were showing all those wonders in the world: great wall, ride on the missisippi river,pardon my spelling haa..
ride thru alaska with dogs, visit dont what library in washington blah blah... then theres one ironic one, ride the orient express from singapore thru malaysia to Thailand.. and im right in it haha..
Anyway, whats your list of things to do before you die?

Im back, just came back from malaysia.. gonna slp now, shall update more when im awake

Im aching.. whole body... ok lar, not whole body la, jus my leg, my hand and my back...
Went sentosa yesterday with my leg already straining from the run 2 days ago... yes im old i know it... and got tired after just playing frisbee for a while, but its fun.. and after that its vball and more vball..not to mention it rained twice loh..but ok lah, not really dampered by the rain..in fact its more cooling...im one of those who prefer rain than sun, even on a beach hee...playing in the rain will be fun, but i should not get sick at this point of time.
Think I will watched singapore idol tonight, cos they are singing movie themes tonight, so theres a chance of hearing familar songs.
Time to play my new game.. buaiz

went jogging just now, been some time since I did that. Almost got a perfect reason not to run just now, but it didnt rain haha.. Anyway, I went to buy dinner right after the run, and I felt like fainting.. think I over exert myself le, and also considering that my last meal was in the morning.. but luckily nothing happen la, just that I spent ard 10mins resting at the railing before I went back to buy my food. Had no plans for the holiday, wanted to find a job, but then again dunno how to start finding, and theres certainly a lot of supply out there now. The other day saw the sentosa advertisement on the paper, then went to check out the website, but then the only job I qualified for they need strong ppl, so kinda scared off liao haha.. The other doubt about working in the holidays is I have a friend coming from overseas, so there are a few days which I cant work in. haiz..
Trying to watch my expenditure now, cos it doesnt feel nice spending my parents money, but then its real hard, holiday leh..got class outing and og outing coming up.. and rejected my army outing tmr, cos they going sakura eat, damn ex cannot go la..
To those who are still having exams now, HAHA!!! hehe.. a bit bad hor? but I feel so song haha.. k la k la, dont be so chek ak, jiayou k? must do better than me, last few weeks or days le! GaMbAtTe!!

Watched incredibles le, think its not bad, as you would expect from pixar, but of course lah, it cant be compared to shrek, so dont expect too much also. Anyway, haven watch forgotten yet, but heard its not nice at all, so ermm.. might not watch it hehe..
Went to geylang serai over the weekend, and also to little india, really feel like a minority there haha..
hrmm.. today is istana open house, anyone want to go there??

Tmr is a decisive day, not becos its the last day of my exams, but rather becos it will show whether my scarifice of going home late throughout the sem is worth it ornot. Tomorrow is my malay paper, the subject that make me go home at 7 plus twice a week, not to mention having to wait for 5 hours for the lesson on wednesday, and also the numerous frustration that it had caused me over the past few months. If I fail this paper, it means that all the time during the past 3 months is wasted, the 3au is wasted, a wrong decison to take the subject in my first semester, and by myself.
Tmr is a decisive day.

Just came back from bukit timah after dinner, the famous hawker there u noe? Anyway, went there with my parents, and we ordered quite a lot of food... chicken cutlet, fried oyster, satay, carrot cake, hokkien mee, must say that im very full now. Anyway, the food there is quite nice also.
Then I saw shumin..with a guy!!! haha.. caught in action!! oops...how many ppl will see this blog? ermm.. haha..:P
Anyway, leave her to explain it herself hehe.. been unproductive today.. playing game, watching tv.. think the amount of time i spend is less than an hour.. and my exam is tmr!!! haiz.. must really spend time praying now..
time for study!(hopefully)

My third post in a day haha...
Anyway, just found out that the exam release date is on 17 dec.. which is like so far away loh...2 weeks before school start then you will know your results.. why they need such a long time to mark the papers anyway..they are supposed to be more efficient than sec or jc schools, with their higher pay.. wth...
theres a few problems on my mind now.. think maybe tts why cant seem to sleep well these days.. but have to wait till holidays then I try to settle it.

take a look at this, damn funny: http://www.asiangraphic.com/swf/pepsi.swf

hrmm... just watched house of flying daggers, the movie starring andy lau, zhang aiyi and jin cheng wu..dunno how to spell his jap name hhaa.. anyway, if you haven watch this show, heres my review: firstly, if you like hero, then this is a show for u. Somehow or rather, recent chinese movies have turn towards the artistic type of making movies.. think of hero, croaching tiger hidden dragon.. and the most recent 2046. A plot that is quite meaningless, but the whole scenery, the way of making the movie is so artistic.. slow motion fighting scene(think of hero again).. BUT hey, I like this type of show haha.. depends on your own preference bah.
Why am i watching movies in the midst of exams??? haha..exams also need to take a break mah(excuse to make myself feel better hhaa). Anyway, time for my "an hour tv a day keeps the exams stress away"; happy fish!!!

another sleepless night.. what the hell...

Insomia night..
Went to sleep at 12, lied there for half an hour, decided that I coouldnt get to sleep, so got up and play some game, till 2, then went back to sleep again. But still cant get to sleep, got up at 3plus, on my comp and my winamp, go back and lied, till 4 plus did I get to sleep. Damn irritating when this happen on the eve of your exam. shitty..

what am i doing here!!!
seems like the number of post have gone up during exams, quite ironic isnt it? and tts a bad sign haiz.. u look down, and can see i psoted everyday wow.. when was the last time i did tat?
but anyway, stats nearing liao, but dont think im well prepared for it, mixing up a lot of things, and as usual, no motivation to study. really need lots of luck now. sianz..

argg.. damm it, nus above ntu in ranking again... haha.. know a lot of u nus students are reading this, but nah...at least i end exams earlier :=P hehe..

Haiz.. yesterday night finally got down to some serious work, but who knows, I fell asleep after one chapter haha.. idiotic sia... then nvm, my comp and speaker was still on, and finally I woke up at 5am, and I cant get back to sleep. Lie till ard 630, when the sky slowly lights up and a bird singing at my window, decided to watch a movie on my comp till ard 8 plus before going back to sleep and woke up at 12. Half the day is wasted already, haiz..
must buck up now, less than 2 days away.

sianz man.. im still not studying haiz..

hrmm... just figure out that its not my ie got problem, but rather its the hotmail server that have problems, cos my sis have no problem accessing her mail. At least theres nothing wrong with my computer, but then I cant access my mail!!! haiz...

Finished with my accounting exam this afternoon..and dont think I did well, but dont think I did badly either. Anyway, was stumbled for the first5 to 10 mins lor, was there reading the first questions over and over again cos I couldnt get anything registered into my mind, think its the effect of taking the first exam after a 3 yrs absence. But on the whole it was still ok lah, though there wasnt really enough time for me to complete everything, cos I spent too much on the first question. Anyway, what over is over, time for me to concentrate on my next paper, stats.

Think I more or less finish revision for my accting le bah.. but then again, nothing is for sure until I see the questions and realise that I didnt study tt part..
As for eng name, would prefer something that start with 'y'.. ya, i know that is very rare, and perhaps the only one u guys heard of is yapp right? but thats the whole purpose of it mah, unique, differentiation for ppl who take mkting. Besides, I will want something that is close to my name as well.
Its 5plus now, what should I do? play game? or study more? haiz...

shit manz.. getting sick on the eve of ur exams is not encouraging at all...
btw, thanx ar sabbie, u given me a lot of ah mo names leh, all sound so ah mo one, like gregory..or louis..or edgar.. dont think theses names are easy to remember leh

Something for u guys to think about: an english name for me!

wah..looking at the stats questions now.. jialat, first question and im stucked liao, really demoralising..and going through the things, i realise I forgot a lot of what had been taught in the first sem.. jialat ah... Its possible to get good results if you put in efforts, but the thing is, where is my effort??? In fact, I seem to be taking this like any other normal quiz, but this is the final exam!! kaoz...
Anyway, I stayed overnight at my frens hse to study yesterday, but also not productive la, instead of having my mind on the book, my head is on it..u know what im talking about right? haha..going to have another marathon session this sat, in my house. STUDY!!!!
Got back the recent accting quiz, but really feel that i pass not becos I do well, but rather, they push the marks up, cos its like a lot of things they also give marks for loh, if not I would have failed. Its unlike jc or sec sch days where they give u a mark for some workings, but here, they allocate marks on things I dont think warrant marks, simple things like writing out the balance sheet accounts. Really thought that I should have done better instead, if only I put more efforts into it.
6 more days..when can I get my drive back???

still no sense of urgency leh..and its really getting me worried. looking at the exams papers is hard enough, everything seem so tough, really wonder how im going to answer the questions, really got to bullshit my way through.

Fish Leong is fantastic!!! hehe.. had a good time last night enjoying her concert, she changed quite a bit le, now more talkative le, very good in joking around, holding her ground without the need for any djs there, though Lingzhi was there lah. And well, shes going to have a concert early next year, but dont think I have enough money to go though.
Its time to study, one more wk to exams!

HAHA>!>!!! MANU WON!!!! 2-0!!!

12 more days...
have had a hectic week, finished up with the last 2 of my projs, done a quiz which is better than the last one cos above average this time, mess up the malay oral, and got the fish leong tickets.
losing hope..

its tt elusive day again, wednesday!!! hee.. finally the weekend is here.. but this weekend will be damm stressed, cos have to prepare for 2 proj, one quiz and another oral next week. haiz...
the malay village is opened le, its the fasting month again, gonna go there on thurs hee.. been going there for the last 3 years, cos think there really got the atmosphere haa.. though really a lot of ppl la. anyway, if you all got the time, should go down there take a look, cos its like chinatown during cny.
hmm enough said, shall go relax my only rest night! taaaaaa

hrmm.. amazing.. now got a virus making its round on msn haa.. and those sent to me one are those who kenna already.
hrmm.. change a bit of my blog, but dont think u ppl can see it yet, cos having problems republishing my blog.. so have to wait a while la.. anyway, i only change the top pic la..
gonna slp le.. nitenite

oh ya... watched 2 movies in the past week, heres the review:
Art of the Devil: DONT WATCH IT! a waste of money.. and its trailer show that the images are too gluesome to be shown on tv.. all bullshit only.. its not scary loh, just a stupid story.
New Police Story: All that you can expect from Jackie Chan, his movies nvr disappoint in terms of actions. So its definitely worth watching. One thing new form previous shows are the addition of humour in his movie, which is of course a good thing, and of course the much publicised more emotional jackie chan, who keeps weeping in the movie.

finally its tt elusive wednesday..haiz...can relac a little le finally..cos next wk got nothing on. but then again, the exams are just 28days away.. so hrmm... must work hard too.
got back my acct written report, got a C for tt, was a bit disappointed with it..cos I put in a lot of efforts in it, but nevertheless, cant help it anyway, so not going to be too bothered with it.
Went for a specialisation talk in the afternoon; today they talked about 3 of the specialisation, namely Acturial science, banking and finance, and IT. hrmm.. still dunno what I want to do in yr2..but I noe what I dont want, I dont want the 3 spec they talked about today haha..hopefully I dont get dumped into any of this loh.. if not very jialat.. cos these courses are very hard to study in.. especially acturial science loh. hopefully..
today is rest day! or rather tonight! tmr shall start mugging le.. anyway, i go play game now le..tataz..

haiz.. think i will fare terribly for my acct quiz, its so hard loh. die la.. hopefully the fm quiz today will be better lor.

been studying for my accounting test the whole day..and sleeping..and studying...and sleeping.. sigh.. really no life..my whole room is in a mess now..somebody save me..
Anyway, I went down to ecp yesterday to teach vball haha..got money one leh, but only a miserable amount la, was there with andy to teach some aunties from motorola vball, and for that, I wasted a whole day, thats why today feel so jialat. And I have not prepared any tutorials yet.
Anyway, was slightly pissed off by a friend of mine, who went around exclaiming that he finished 1000qns of mcq, to prepare for his 20qn mcq quiz. Did he really have to go around announcing to the whole world about how 'hardworking', or how 'clever' he is? Anyway, I cant be bothered with him already, he can brag all he want. :p Jus have to accept the fact that there will always be plenty of such ppl around.
hrmm.. think i go do my tutorial now le, tata..

its thursday le..or rather its friday already. next wk got 2 quiz and one proj.. arg.g....
anyway, at least I got my acct presentation out of the way le.. kinda reliefed at that, becos was really frustrated by one of the member..and really felt like 'kan' that person loh, but refrain from doing so. Anyway, the day b4 the presentation i only received my slide at 1am loh.. and I do it till 3am loh.. damm the person.. and so I decided to pon my first lesson, to give myself a bit more sleeping time. then next morning go school, who knows, one of my member overslept, couldnt even contact him lo. really drama sia.. in the end, I covered his part in the presentation, and luckily its not tt difficult, and the question and answer session went smoothly. Now hope that the written report come out good as well.
tuesday is mid-autumm festival, and there was a lot of people outside playing with candles, fireworks, lanterns. It may be a joyous event, but all I saw was that Singaporeans are really selfish. I see people lighting up their candles all over the place, and I think of how hard the cleaners going to work the next day jus to remove all those wax. I saw ppl throwing all those fireworks around, and I could imagine the amount of litter around the place the next day. When will Singaporoean ever learn? Its the same thing in school, in the canteen, where you are encouraged/supposed to clear your plates after eating, but some people, seeing that there are cleaners, will never clear their plates.

hrmm.. think i update till now, late late le...HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!

Ive been putting a lot of pressure on myself these days..and making myself real stressed.. its escalating..damm it..
today is the worse day of the week, cos its the start of study..sigh..wished thursday come sooner..not to mention this wed got a presentation, and with another 2 quiz next wk..hrmm..tonight gonna get back my malay quiz result, most likely will flunk..but i do hope that I tikam most of them correct haa.. but unlikely..now really regret taking malay..if only i didnt take, then I be returning home at 430pm today..and at 1230 on wednesday...sianz...
Its mid autuum tmr! but think im gonna be preparing for my presentation tmr night..or maybe just go down to the temple at fajar for some free bbq. see how first...

hrmm...been out the whole day doing project in orchard..so tiring..but think its quite interesting with the ideas we have come up with..and quite productive too.
Been thinking about my way of communicating with people..is being direct good or bad? I have been trying to change myself, into a more communicative person, someone whos more vocal about things n all.. someone whos able to speak his mind easily..and able to do it in a constructive way..
Also, wanna change my eating habits too.. cos think maybe i have been too picky about my food. Maybe will start eating things like japanese food which I dont in the past. And maybe try morenew things.. but then again, you wont really see me eat seafood though.. I still have my preferences.
Recently received an email from Si, shes coming to Spore!!! yeah!!.. hee.. anyway, shes be coming around Dec..and may be staying in my house, provided another frens house is not available for use, cos my house is not that big after all. hrmm...maybe I can follow her back to Thailand for holiday? haha...but unlikely also..need to find work first, cannot keep using my parents money.
Was bitten by my dog today..sigh..not really angry with him, but was a bit disappointed though..being bitten by the dog that you feed..
Tmr play vball!!! time to destress! Gonna really enjoy myself tmr, before a whole day of work waiting for me on sunday.

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who cant speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and weall answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.

hrmm.. finding the link on top more and more useful le, haha.. too lazy to go to the blogger mainpage and click here click there le.
Anyway, its finally thursday! After a mind bogging 3 days, finally can take a breather, but later still got to go school to hand in the written report.
Yesterday took a malay quiz.. but think Im going to flank it..really bad..my standards now still very low loh. But nah...not going to be bothered too much by it.
Exams is getting nearer and nearer.. sianz... anyway, I found it amazing that nowadays, all my projects are completed within one wk loh, its only the wk before that we start doing it one, unlike secondary schools where we took one whole holiday to do one project. but then again, its not really a grp work, cos basically u just divide the work, each do their own part and ppt, then send to one person to compile, and there, the ppt is out.
hrmm.. lunchtime..my appetite is getting back..and im getting fatter haha..

Today is saturday...tomorrow is sunday....the day after tomorrow is monday...end of recess...start of school...

Terminal is a damm nice show!! really made me laugh!!! must go watch!!!!

hmm.. Im actually in the school library now.. in school studying.. but then now no mood.. so here i am, sitting in front of the com and wasting my time away..diaoz...
Anyway, went to watch Dodgeball on wednesday, right after blood donation..and it sucks! hee.. ok la, its not tt bad, but I dont its good anyway, the jokes are lame. So, I dont recommendation anyone to go watch it haha.. later going to watch terminal, then tmr going to watch ghost... watching a lot of movies...n burning my pocket too ...
holiday is going to end soon..and there are still many things i have not done yet..tts y been coming to sch to study.
tmr got vball!!! haha.. long time no play le..hehe..:)
sianz...still got some time left..

went out with my friend yesterday to study..hrmm..at least we did some work , definitely more than if I were to stay at home. At least Im almost finished going through my fm, but still yet to do the tutorials.
Going out with my army friends later, n guess where we going...blood donation haha... Anyway, I was intending to donate blood regularly, just feel that I should do some deeds haha..and since I got no money, I give blood haha...:P
going school later too, to do some proposal or whatever.. cos I actually joined the student union in ntu..surprise? Im suprised too hah..me is the vice event chair under the main comm of special project haha.. sounds nice? hha.. but dunno who much work it will give me too..besides my actual work will only be next year loh, cos Im in charge of the union camp ball next year, still long way form now, though I think theres lots of thing to be done, but nvmm.. jus take one step at a time.
hrmm..think I say till here first, breakfast is more impt hehe..

stress...one word to decribe everything ard me now. stress, the word to describe my life now. stress...tts what im feeling now...stress...stress....stress....
its been a hectic weekend of staying overnight outside.. first is my sec sch class outing, stayed overnight at cineleisure kbox.. hrmm... long time nvr see them le..and chun siong really mature a lot le..really noe how to think now, its a lot of difference. then next one is the bbq yesterday at west coast. Its the first time I been to west coast park.. and its not a bad place, not as many ppl than east coast, and its easily accessible too, at least for me, just one bus away. The environment is not bad either, and theres many people down there flying kite. The bbq pit is free too, just need to book it can le. anyway, was really crazy yesterday loh, going around with my og playing the playgrounds haha...but really had fun there hah..went home via the first bus in the morning..and slept till 3plus haah...tired...
think im goin sleep le too...buaiz..

Saturday afternoon, looks like its going to rain soon. hey hey..it started raining le. I like raining days..so nice to sleep in haha..anyway, main reason is raining is so cooling lor, Singapore is just too hot. On the other hand, it better not rain tmr, cos I have a bbq tmr, if it rain then really gone case liao. Later be going down orchard for my class outing as well, but dont think it will affect me anyway.
Was in the lecture in the morning when I noticed the ntu logo on the podium, and out of nowhere, started thinking about how I came so far, and how I ended up in ntu. As i wrote on piggy blog the other day, all along since secondary school, I never had any idea of what I really want in the future, which direction I want to go. My motivation in study was to work real hard, get good results, so that I could have a choice in the future. When Olevel ended, there was 2 road, and I went to jc, cos well.. I had the chance to go to jc while many others dont have, so I shouldnt waste the chance. Besides, a large part of my gang chosed jjc too, so thats where I go. In my jc days, it was the same strategy again, the same motivation, to have a choice in the future, and tts what I did for the Alevels, and I chose business over engineering. Now that I ended up here, the same motivation wasnt here anymore. Its a different situation now. Im already in my area of study. Where do I go next? How much work am I willing to put in? How much sacrifices am I willing to undertake? 2 years in the army..and I no longer have the competitive edge anymore. The me in the past dont like losing, I always aimed for the top, relishing challenges. But now..all this is no longer my priority, the preservance in me is just not there anymore. Change..for good or for bad..

hmm..how does this look? nice? decided to change the design a bit, cos getting bored with the previous one le..anyway, gonna slp le..nitenitez...

shit man...finding it so hard to study..jus unable to concentrate on it at all..

found a quote worth thinking about:

Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret. Laurence J. Peter (1919 - 1988)

Thursday.. the start of my one week break..though theres a lecture this sat, but nah... tts not counted. Gonna to really work hard during this break, cos falling real behind le..n somemore the quiz results yesterday..Im not as smart as I imagined..damm it..
Did a quite proud thing this morning, run all the way to Gombak stadium haha..but the pace wast tt fast.. n stamina was real bad loh, though I managed to reach there without stopping. But down there, everything gone to waste after downing the macdonald meal haha..with my frens there. AND HOR! the big breakfast EGG is so SMALL loh!!! I want to complain!!! the egg is half the size now loh! cmon loh.. macdonald earn so much, and yet so miserable in their servings.. do they really have to do this...its only a few cents more per meal loh.
today is my break day..wondering what to do now.. think i shall slack the day away..

bad bad...my quiz results... sigh...below average loh...sianz...

my first test tmr..in 2years 9months..

waiting for school now..so sian, dont feel like studying too.. though tmr is the quiz already, but heard that its not tt difficult. And its a open bk test haha..so kinda slacking now.

one whole morning gone le.. and im still yet to go past my first page..really finding it hard to study now..

Hmm... think i got it..its really convenient, but cannot change colour..

Lost World

testing testing..

seems like blogger got a new function of posting by jus clicking the link above my blog..but shadnt try it first, if not after writing then lose my whole post again will be damm irritating.
not been productive over the last 2 days, supposed to prepare my quiz..n its really ironic that Im here writing my blog on a friday. anyway, just to spend a bit of time here, cos going to orchard later, to get my friend's present.
Been seeing a lot of poiltics recently in school..some decisions being made without consulting..i just try to stay out of it, and see whats going to happen next. cant imagine the amount of politics Im gonna face when I go to work in the future.
Anyway, went to creative sale this afternoon, and really a lot of ppl down there, rich ppl.. buying like the things are free. Why the hell they need so many creative products..think creative mkting strategies is growing fruits le..jus imagine I took 45mins to pay for my item. went back to jjc today too, wow... the canteens change le. its a place I really cherish, the times I spend there. Anyway, was there talking to my chin teacher Mdm Ng Yok Lan, she remembered me leh..then Mr Mak, before waiting for Mdm Lim to end her lesson. Mr Lim Chee Guan wasnt there anymore, he transferred to JI le. Mdm Lim actually remembered my name haha...think shes the only teacher to remember me lor, and she remembered any single person in my class, and asked about their wherebouts, really you xin loh, so nice.. think I will miss her kind of teacher.. now that uni tutor all sucks big time. Its been 3 years since they saw us loh, and to remember to such details was really gd loh. miss my jc life..
guess its just a way of growing up, and soon, when I go into the working life, tts when life will really get very sad...haha..perssimistic hor?

hmmm... im a bit late this time, its thursday already. And finally I change my problematic graphics card, hopefully there wont be any more problem coming from this computer. think I shall go buy the hair dye later..what colour should i dye..
been feeling depressed the past few days, but nvm...
actually I also got nothing much to update about, not going to write about whats been happening over the wkend blah blah.. think its too boring anyway. Btw, theres a creative sale this wkend, starting from tmr, for which I will be going down, to help a friend get a mp3 player. They really cut prices a lot this time, so I think its really worthwhile to buy now, and im so tempted loh.. but cannot.. musst restrain myself a bit. Been eating a lot in school these days too, tt I must curb as well, if not all input, no output is going to make yapp a fat man.
Theres Singapore idol today, but dont think Im going to watch it, its starting to get boring already. Besides, the contestants today are not as wellknown as last week, so ya, will make a skip today. Speaking of which, I pon my first tutorial yesterday haha.. Not that I deliberately wanted to skip one lah, its cos I woke up late, and by the time I woke up, theres only 1 more hour to get to school. When I woke up, I wasnt even thinking about school. It was only a few minutes after that I realised that I got lessons in the morning, and I quickly got mysel up. Thereafter, I stopped and thought for a while, hey..the first lesson was statistics..argg..forget it..haha.. so there u go, my first time.. :P
Its Wilson bday next week, and hes celebrating this saturday...still dont know what to get for him yet..headache ah.. its always a problem to get a birthday present for a guy, so troublesome. And the last time I went to buy, I ended up arriving 45minutes late haha.. Come to think of it, I dont think there was any time that I actually celebrated my birthday with any of my friends leh..maybe its due to the holiday reason.. hrmm..
Think I will be going back to jjc tmr.. kinda miss that place.. though my class was not that united.. perhaps its because I was more active and sociable than I was in secondary school, thus I dont really miss my secondary school days that much, opposite of what people normally feel. Besides, who can forget the volleyball days too. In fact, I would never have thought that I will join volleyball loh, its all thanks to Hengswee and Wilson that I joined, with kelvin and tatshnenn the cck gang. But I never regretted my decisions, volleyball was definitely one of the most memorable part of jc life, and I really like playing vball now.
Think I said enough for the time being, time to buy my dye..tatazz...

troubled..declaring is actually harder than presenting...sigh..

its wednesday, and here I am again. Told myself that I wanna update my blog more regularly, but I haven been able to do it yet. school work is occupying me..
wednesday is the best day in the week, cos by the night, I have the whole weekend to look forward to, and with only a lecture on sat, no tutorials at all! but then, last sat saw one of my classmate so hardworking, stayed back in school after the lecture to do his tutorial, and so I decided that I should do the same too, if not I wont be able to catch up. So starting this week, I shall go back to school on one of my free day, thursday or friday, and the saturday, if I have nothing on. working for my A.
Watched the village last weekend, even after so many comments from friends that its not nice nor scary, and that really lowered my expectation, and I find it not bad at all. And the concept of going back to the past way of life, and not be influenced by the modern world greed. I read about this concept before, ina passage last time in secondary school, and there was this argument that can you really live like in the past, can you really ignore the improvements in technology in the real world, and the example brought up was similar to this movie; can you ignore the benefits of medicals? On the whole, the movie is a refreshing type of movie that I normally watched, and I find it intriguing with the twists at the end. Then there was this one scene that really scared me, the scene when the guy looked down from the tower.
Did a marketing presentation on a article analysis on monday. Presentation was always what I dreaded in the past, cos I had stage fright, was just so scared of presenting, and have so many eyes focused on you. There was this one time when I had a debate in the class in seconday times, and my hand was really shaking when I read out what I wrote. But i really had to overcome this fear of mine, or rather this nervous behaviour of mine since Im in business. In the end, the presentation in the mkt tut came out alright, though I stumbled quite a few times. My tutor said speaking was ok, so I was a bit relieved upon hearing that. Anyway, this was an non accessed case, then in 2 wks time there was also another non accessed case, which gave us chance to brush up our presentation skill before he started judging us. Besides the marketing tutorial, I did another 2 presentation of tutorials in class today, in stats n acct, but things didnt go smoothly, cos my answers was wrong.. but alright la, everyone makes mistakes now and then, I had a lot more to catch up and learn.
recently found a drawings in my maths file, really nice drawings by my classmate last time in jc, hha.. remembered last time I asked everyone to draw a little bit and sign on the paper, and when I see it now, everything is just so memorable. And so I scanned it, and send to my classmates, was really suprised to see 2 of them emailed me back, so nice. Anyway, was hoping to see if anyone wanted to go back to jj, for teachers day, maybe just go back say hi to the teachers, and makan the food haha..
been listening to wkrz913 recently, like to listen to club music recently, esp after going to chinablack haha..
think thats all for this week, hopefully my time management will improve, and have more time for myself.. buaiz

now for my real post hehe.. recently really getting busier, and stresser.. that its seems that I only update my blog on wednesday night liao, once a wk. Anyway, always updating on wednesday nite is a not a coincidence, cos I dont have lessons on thurs and friday, so wednesday is the time when I can afford to relax a bit, and blog more relaxingly. other than that, thursday is used for worrying excessfully without doing any work, fri is for doing a bit of work, sat is the lect, n sunday is for rushing part of my work. the remaining work of course, is never done. Thats why now I got a few tutorials that I needed desperately to go through, and Im not doing that. This 4day wk of business is just a farce, a gimmick, all the remaining time will be used to prepare tutorials, on top of that, presentations every wk, for every subjects, case studies.. n as the wk goes on, projects n projects! damm it..now then I know business so siong, despite their relatively less lessons. Now really finding it hard to adjust to studying life, cos life here is even more hectic than jc. really sucks.. and becos of this, every malay lesson(530 to 730 on mon n wed) was greeted with dismay.. cos lessons is so late.. wish I didnt take it.. haiz... but too late to regret now anyway.
was really feeling stressed on monday n tuesday.. wished the whole week passed by me fast..tt wednesday come fast.. n my first reaction when I was woke up by my alarm was: "fuck.." really no mood for past few days loh.. feeling disillusioned.. lost...
anyway, hopefully i can update more regularly lah, tt will means i got free time haha..tmr will be going back to school for union day helpout.. for the spd dating event, hope it will be fun hehe.. :)

When we meet the right person to love, when we're
at the right place at the right time, that's a chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's
not a choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a
moment (and there are a lot of couples who get
together because of this) is not a choice. That's also
a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will
you take that infatuation, that crush, that
mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when
all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete
relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a
person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's a choice. When you choose to be with a person,
no matter what, that's a choice. Even if you know
there are many people out there who are more
attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and
yet, you decide to love your mate just the same,
that's a choice.
Infatuation, crushes, and attraction come to us by
chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A
choice that we make.

Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie quote
that I believe is so true about this: "Fate brings you
together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
I believe that soulmates do exist, that there is truly
someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make
the choice if you're going to do something about it or
not. We may meet our soulmates by chance, but loving
and staying with our soulmate is still a choice we
have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to
love, BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person
perfectly.



nice passage isnt it? choice or chance? fate can bring 2 person together, but after that, it depends on that 2 person..

a long day just ended.. and i really mean long! lessons from 830am to 430pm, then 530pm to 730pm.. sucks.. the tutorials in the morning was still alright, was still quite upbeat during the time, and participate in the tutorials as well. besides, I did the tutorial for the stats lesson, and got most of my answers right, which was gd as well. then for the accts tut, was quite proud of myself when i corrected the tutor mistake haha.. for me, I seldom and never had the pratice of speaking up in class, but now have to get into the pratice of that cos of the participation marks.
when it came to the acct lect, the energy level dropped..jus feel like sleeping cos of the lunch..n ended up slping for some part of the lecture, very jialat, and after that went to the mkting tut, i was basically non existent liao. mkting tut is really making me stress.. and all other students are really very good in presenting loh, wondering how am i going to make it..stage fright.. and the tutor is really stressing me loh.. always talk about As, Bs Cs blah blah... really think im going to fall into the Cs category liao.. then got a lot of presentations coming up in the coming weeks, really very jialat
hadnt been updating my blog recently, cos didnt had the time to, and didnt have the mind to either. its another transition period again.. and im always opposed to changes..
went for the fireworks last sunday, but this time watched it at padang, cos didnt have enough time to make it near, and watching there didnt really feel effect, so one thing is the fireworks were too far away, and the lower one is blocked by the trees. then there wasnt any music there too, so didnt really enjoy it from there. will be going this sunday again, but definitely be there earlier this time, hopefully there wont be that many ppl this time.
anyway, spent the night over at kaiting hse, another kaleos outing, was supposed to go on a movie marathon, but ended up not completing any movie, its hard to watch with all the noises around.
tmr going back to sch though i have no lessons, to help out at the booth at the student union. dont feel like going back, but also no choice.. sigh..there goes my free day

you guys notice the photo at the bottom left? its taken with my og one, but dont bother clicking the link yet, cos Im yet to post up the photos, or rather, Ive yet to receive it.
anyway, should i talk about school? or not? everyday story about school is the same anyway, still the same feelings I get for the past few days, and today even got myself lost haha.. hmm.. did a presentation today, was pretty nervous about it..first tut and we got tut already, and lots more to come.. sigh..met up with some of my og ppl for lunch at nie, the canteen really big sia.. anyway, every wed I gotta have a 5 hour break, cos lesson end at 1230, and malay lesson start only at 530pm, so got lots of free time. and today during the break was real sian loz.. really feel like dropping malay cos really late, was kinda sianzz.. if I drop then I can go home very early le.. but in the end still go there la, but kept looking the time haha.. when lessons finally ended I was really feeling relieved lo, one whole day had finally passed, that I could finally go home. actually malay was the easiest class to attend lo, you dont have to participate in class etc, jus sit one corner relax can le, so its gd, take some stress off me. and the tutor also very funny, so ya, good for me. and looking at it, the 5 hrs break is a good time for me to catch up with my og ppl, and to do some revising also.
going to meet up with some of my primary schools classmate tmr.. 123456789.. 9 years no see le haha.. cant even recognise them liao lo.. wonder how it will goes..

waiting for time to pass now..cos going to school later.. sighh... transition period is always difficult for me, when you first went to your secondary school, when you first attended jc, when you first entered the army.. these times were always depised by me, cos I be a stranger in a strange land with lots of stranger around me. shrucks...
been settling my notes etc in the past few days, and not to mention the textbooks as well, really troublesome..miss the days when everything was done for you, notes were given to you etc.. tts uni life. its only the second week now, and I already had so many complains..and I definitely dont look forward to school either, plus my lessons end today at 730pm, cos of the malay class Im taking, really dunno what to expect.
Just found out that theres a ice-skating club in ntu..yippie! didnt notice the booth at the cca fair, guess im just going to gatecrush their welcome tea this friday, hee..
yesterday was down at esplanade for the fireworks display, and it was really nice, and I rate it as the nicest since the esplanade opening. I particularly like the gold one, which gave me a magical feeling, and this time they had the extreme big fireworks for the gold one, and it was really magnificient. Besides tt, there this other one that blinks like stars, its nice too. Now Im looking forward to see if the singapore team can do better than the usa team this coming sunday, Im definitely gonna be down there.
Initially wanted to buy the ndp tickets, black market of course, cos my mum never been to there, and she wanted to watch it. And Ive never been there on the actual day before, all the previous time were all previews. But when I told her abt it, she lamented me.. sigh.. completely spoiled my mood for the whole wkend.. its not worth it she said.. but how can it not be worthed it? This year is the last year the ndp going to be held at the national stadium, cos after that they are going to tear it down and replace it with a smaller stadium!?! Besides, its the same price as other normal concerts or theatre production, and If I were to chose, I rather go for the ndp, becos that is where you can really feel the atmosphere of the country. damm it.. if you are going to wait for the chance to get the ballot, might as well buy 4d..
going school now..

went for the nbs orientation today, for the welcome ceremony.. which was pretty useless, except for the free gifts haha.. in fact got quite a bit of free gifts from filling up surveys today, got a free mac icecream, one pen, one water bottle, and one plastic bottle. Other than that, the talk was full of advertising, and when the real thing came on, there isnt anything I dont know about, waste of time.. then theres also the cca fair, and theres no vball club.. sucks.. maybe i will end up not joining any club after all.. have to wait n see..
 

my legs are very tired now, but im happy, why leh? cos I went ice-skating today, with my uoc mates. Think the last time to kallang really helps, cos now I can t-brake better le, thought im still yet to master it. And Im getting the hang of crossing my leg, but only the right la, still cant get my left leg across. One notable incident in the rink: There was a kid who fell and knocked his knee-cap i think, on the ice, n I helped support him to the chairs. I thought tt was the end of it, and i was really suprised when he bothered to come and find me after tt, and thanks me for helping him out. It was really a nice gesture, and courtesy by such a boy, when many others wouldnt have care less. Over the past week, I was fed up with the attitudes of some of my friends, which really makes me pissed off. I tried to help, but instead of getting gratitude, all I got was some f attitude, which I thought was really ridiculous. Anyway, shadnt bother to care about these ppl, nor be affected by what they said, just not worth it. Like what the lecturer, you can complain about a bad partner, but you had to be a good partner to others first. Life have to carry on with these ppl around you.
tmr is the 2years anniversary..dunno why I remembered it..but I jus cant forget it.. its time to move on..

today will be my first day of school, cos I yesterday pon, haha.. theres a welcome ceremony, but Im just not bothered to go for it, school is so far away lor. Later be meeting up with pakling, cos he in the same lecture grp as me, but really a pity, cos he everything same subject as me, but none same tutorial as me lo, sian.. now still cant anyone same class one. Anyway, I decided to take malay as a ge in the first sem. Initially wanted to take minor in sociology, but then the class full le, so no choice lo, but the malay timetable really sucks lo, 530pm t0 730pm on monday n wednesday, now i got a 5 hr break on wednesday, dunno what to do with it.
Anyway, went to heng swee hse for his bday last sat, 21st bday. think he wanted to cry liao when he gave his speech haha.. you heard tt andy? I guess the greatest happiness when you celebrate your bday, is when you have your family, and a big bunch of close friends to celebrate with you. When you have no one to celebrate with you, then you know you are a failure in life.
Gonna go to school soon, first day of school, a new beginning..wish me luck!

hey hey, one more week to ntu, im revitalised! think its due to the union camp, really had a lot of fun there! I just got my timetable too, excluding  the ge of course, so far my thurs n friday is empty, hehe..but saturday have to go back shrucks.. now trying to not get any more things on thurs n friday hehe,.rest days.. anyway, I have decided to take malay language as one of my ge, anyone want to join me hahha..? why i want to take this language leh? think maybe cos I think it will useful in application, after all second biggest race in spore is malay le, and we are surrounded by malays too, so it will be useful lor. then somemore half of my family is living in malaysia somemore, so wanna learn it lors.
yest went to work at show company, my friend call me up last min in the morning, so i just rushed there. all and all, it involves the setting up of a stage at indoor stadium, really tiring job, manual labour. first time i do this kind of job, previously all slack one, but anyway, working hours is long too, though they provide lunch n dinner, I worked from 10am to 1030pm, n its already considered early liao, they can sometime work till past 12 one, so dunno if i will go there work again.
tmr is heng swee bday, going to his house for bday party, n play ps2 haha..expect lots of challenger tmr haha.. then sunday will be my og outing, fast right? they all very onz ppl! monday will be starting school liao, enjoy ur weekend ppl!!!
 

This is a long passage about my time in the union camp, 120704 to 170704, take some time to read it.
 
First Day
 
            Met up with songlin in the morning, think it’s nearly 2 years since we saw each other, anyway, did I mention that he’s in my group? And I know it becos I saw his email address in the mailing list my agl yanxing send to everyone. Furthermore, my gl is my friend too, zhihui, so I already knew 2 people even before the camp starts.
            Upon reaching Boon Lay interchange, we went over to the mrt n gathered with the other members, n somehow its easy to introduce yourself n talked to other guys, cos we always had a common thing to talk about, army. All of us briefly introduced ourself, and I was happy that another girl Bain was in business, but shes the only one. Really need to get to know people from the same faculty, cos I didn’t go for the nbs camp. Anyway, saw shiyun there too, n she was one of the senior attached there as well. Went over to canteen A for lunch, n theres actually a macdonald there now, in place of the western food stall that I eaten from when I went for my medical. But I didn’t eat that, chosen the easy way out instead, chicken rice. Don’t you find that when you don’t know what to eat, its most convenient to chose chicken rice every time?
            I was quite worried about going to this camp initially, cos I wasn’t feeling that well, and I didn’t know if my stomach had recovered or not; its only 3days before that I had seen the doctor and caused my Malaysia trip to be cancelled, so I was praying that nothing goes wrong, if not I wont be able to enjoy myself.
            After lunch, we walked over to hall 12 comm hall, where other group gathered as well, and there we played one of those ice breaker games and learned some cheers. Down there, there was another sa, Adrain, who had a loud voice and was really expressive and communicate well with all of us. And guessed what he said his school was? Stamford Raffles JC, and we were like huh?? Take the initials and you know what he mean. He introduced a game whereby we had to say our name, and the name of people who said before us, and I was like oh shit..Im on the wrong side of the first person loh, have to do forfeit liao, but luckily we need to gather with other groups for some speeches, and that ended the game. Then theres this other game where you chose a animal action, and what you do is to show your own action then another person action, after which the other person will continue, and guess the most memorable action will have to be the slapping of hand on the floor by guanting, can you ppl guess whats that is? A cockroach. Then theres this other action Linda made, clapping of hands, referring to mosquito haha..
            The whole afternoon was spent playing the games, and after which we went over to put our things in the hostel room. The room is actually quite nice and spacious as well, and I thought that its really worth it cos in this camp, we got to stay 3 nights in the hostel rooms, and 2 at a sentosa chalet, unlike some camps that slept in the open. Anyway, I was allocated to a room with songlin, and theres nothing to complain about, cos hes someone I cheong sua before with. The rest of the afternoon was spent designing and painting our flag. Dinner was provided, and I only ate a small portion of it cos I’m still worried about my stomach, and didn’t really have appetite lo. After dinner we remained at the comm hall and learned the uoc combined cheer and dance. My partner for the first second segment was Bain, and the second was yanqing. Its actually quite fun learning this game, cos me n Bain was like eh..how huh, always going the wrong way, and think the thing we did best is the ending part of pointing fingers at each other haha..
After the dance segment its time for a walk around campus, or rather games around campus. One thing bad about the planning was that you actually spend most of the time walking around and waiting rather than playing the game itself. The first station was already like 30mins away lo, really far, and we reached a station where we had to walk through a drain that was really pitch dark, and we had only one candle with us, so we were like holding hands together and depending on the person in front for any steps that were ahead. At some points the drain was really getting low that you had to bend really low to walk, and we reached a pt where we had to climb the wall, and everyone was really cooperative, the guys helping the gals up. Anyway, our candles went out after just a short distance, but luckily the sa following us, junhao, had his hp with him, so we still got a bit of light to see. I was not really afraid in the drain, cos I trust that the programmers will have make sure of the safety in the programs they planned, besides, living in the forest is worse than this.
            After that station, we went over to the second station where we had to blind fold ourselves and slide down a slope of slippery water, and the sa were all like trying to scare us loh, saying things like you had to wait very long cos someone actually went down into the drain and broke his back or something..and I actually believed this! Kaoz..then just before jumping, they were like saying go down remember to trap water blah blah…I was like shit..I dunno how to swim leh..then they said nvm, just rem to shout so they can see where you are..kaoz..Im so stoopid..Im actually believed tt.  Anyway, this station was like waiting for an hour long lo, really sianz in the meantime, waiting till I wanted to sleep liao, and we were like got 5 stations to complete lo. And by this time I was already getting frustrated liao, cos the previous day I didn’t get enough sleep, really tired liao, wishing I hadn’t been in this camp but at home sleeping instead. The next station we need to blindfold again, and this time we were led up the stairs one by one, from there we stand on the edge, were slowly let down till we were slanted to a certain angle. From the little peeking from my blindfold, I can see mattress at the bottom, but it seems so far away, something like 1 storey high cos I was without my specs, but its too late to back out now, can only pray.. haha…when they let go, I was shouting out..n I was really surprised when I reached the mattress so fast, its supposed to be one storey high?!? Haha…think I scared myself in this instance ocs its only about 1m high lo. Anyway, after the jump came the good news that the program had been cut short, and we don’t have to do the remaining 2 stations..and its really a relief for me, I was shagged out liao.
            Supper that night was nasi lemak, but it was packed quite long ago I think, the chilli was already dried loh, and again I didn’t eat much, pandan rice n chilli is no good for a upset stomach. Finally got to sleep after a bath..3am already..zz…
 
 
 
Second day
 
            I actually woke up earlier than my alarm..wtf..but cannot helped it la, my biological clock already like that, cannot change one, never sleep beyond 8am. Anyway, breakfast was bread..argg…just like in the army, not tt its bad, but just eaten too much of it liao, they should have put the nasi lemak last night for breakfast instead.
            Hmm…what did I do for the second day???… cant really remember liao.. one thing I remembered is that zhihui talked to us, about how we  not really active as other groups n all.. and after that we were really high, cheering all the way and really having fun. Its really a wake up talk, and everyone was just so high.
            Think we did water games in the morning, that was before the talk by zhihui. Anyway, for this game, I was really sian, and embarrassed too, cos I cant swim, and im like the only guy there who cant lo. Sucks man…so in the end I only participate in games that don’t require me to swim, and those that was in shallow in water. Think on the whole its only 2 games I participated in, one of it is the kicking of a pingpong ball between the legs of a chair. The second one is walking together with wendy with a pingpong ball between mine and her mouth, and picking a letter out of the float. Think theres one more where we had to swim past 2 hoops, blew up a balloon, then again with a pingpong ball in bet out mouth again, cant really remember who partnered me for this one.
            After this we had lunch, and we wrote a postcard for out sp partners, who we know only by the nicknames given to us, I was the beast and shes the beauty. I didn’t know what to write actually, so I just wrote a simple ‘hope you are enjoying the camp so far, and see ya on sp nite’ something like this.. After this we proceeded with the campus games. Theres this one game where we wrapped a girl with toilet paper, and the whole group was supposed to protect her from water bombs thrown from above. We formed 2 layers of people, with the gals at the bottom and guys on top, and the guys took off their tshirt and cover on top, when the water bombs came down, its not as bad, its only when someone poured a pail down tt we thought its gonecase already, too much water, and when it finally ended, none of the toilet paper was left dried, but its fun la. After the station we grabbed zhihui and poured water on her, and shes as wet..haha.. Adrian got wet by us too while we were resting haha.. Another station was we had to squeeze all 22 of us into a bathing cubicle, and initially we thought of piling everyone on top of each other, but after a while the people at the bottom cannot take it anymore. After that, we just tried the conventional method of gals standing on top the shoulders of guys, and it actually worked, never seen so many people squeezing into a small cubicle before.
            When we went over to the other stations thats near an auditorium, people had convocation there..here I am still a freshie who had not start school yet.. kaoz.. Down there, theres this station where we had to bite a banana around the whole group, and the last person was supposed to eat it. After that its wan wan xiao man tou and a raisin next. Then the other station we had to get everyone into a marked square, and there are only supposed to have a certain number of legs, heads, butts, hands in it. Its was quite easy for this station, and after this we ran back to the hall so that we had time to change.
            We went over to the business block and some of us bought gifts for our sp, from a stall that zhihui manage. Anyway, shes was selling things for choc designs which really had some nice-looking gifts. I bought a hp holder which I think its nice, and practical as well. Didn’t understand why other guys want to buy things like earrings though, besides the earrings were cheap, and you don’t know whether the other side like the designs either, I rather buy something pratical. After that, we went over to a corner, and the sa talked to us..or rather its Adrain who talked to us the most, n there we talked about the traffic light, red means you are attached, amber means going to be attached, or going to break, while green means you are single. Theres only a few red light there, and most of us gone through relationships before. Then there was some whos relationship ended becos of the guys entering the army and didn’t have time for the girls. There, Adrain talked about how his name was pronounced as A-dri-an, n that he got Portuguese link in his blood. Then he talked about his 8 years long relationship he had last time and how it ended. It goes like this, this girl was actually a childhood friend of his, and their parents got along well with each other, and they started like in primary 4. But then she got leukemia and she left this world in dec1997, and that’s how the relationship ended..really sad ending..and her parents actually brought her ashes back to Canada, and he was real sad bout this..I thought he was really brave to talk about this, if it were me, I don’t think I will even finish talking about the story..
            Anyway, after this we watched the movie ju-on2…didn’t know why we had movie screening initially, but realized later that we had ghost night so its supposed to create atmosphere. So then again, think they showed the wrong movie, cos ju-on is a movie that sucks, and when everyone was tired, you can expect what most will do, sleep. The second movie they showed was into the mirror, and I wanted to watch this cos I heard its not a bad movie, but tiredness got the better of me, and I ended sleeping too.. By the time we got out of the leature theatre, all of us were zombies ourselves, and we were the last group to go for the walk loh, and im in the second last section to go for the walk. So by the time the walk started, I was already shaking cos of the cold, and shagged out till I cant be bothered liao. The first station was a dark staircase, and we walked down in stairs, think I walked with Kaiting down, and on the way down she said she kicked something. I knew theres definitely someone down there who will try to scare us, and its definitely the person whos kicked by her, so I just replied ‘kick harder’. Looking back, think Im being too sarcastic, and that the programmers was really ke lian, cos they made efforts to arrange the fright night. Anyway, after the stairs, we went to the bottom of a building, and there theres this girl who asked us to help her wear her slippers, so I just went forward and helped her. Then, she suddenly bend down and hold my hand’ ni pai mah, wei she mo ni na mo len’. I was expecting her to do things like this anyway, so I wasn’t really afraid or anything lo. In fact, my grp was laughing away at every actions by them. Most of the time, I was walking in front and talking the lead, cos Im the one whos not afraid at all..just got the cant-be-bothered attitude. From there, we walked over to different stations of ghost, and throughout it’s the girls who are scared and marked by the ghosts, cos they are more easily scared. I just wanted to get back to sleep.
            And ya, I received my sp postcard tonight, and was really feeling guilty when I see how much she wrote, cant imagine how much she will be disappointed when she saw my card..songlin sp actually wrote her number in the card, and he msg her tt night. Guanting letter was even longer, and its not even on a postcard, its on a piece of paper, think about 20lines long..
Slept at 2am this night..zz..         
 
 
 
Third Day
           
            Had a slight discussion about the talentime thingy, and we were deciding whether to do a skit, fish and xinyin was supposed to be the main character, and we were going to do things like famous scenes from the movies. Anyway, this was only the basic discussion, we didn’t had time to discuss anything further. For the morning, we went over to Chinatown for our games, amazing factor they called it, where we went over to different side of Chinatown for different challenges. We ate lao po bing at the first station, passing around the group and eating when we passed around, using our mouth of course to pass around. The second one, we had to finish 4 bowls of laksa as fast as possible, and my section ate slowest cos its was really hot. Actually the laksa taste quite nice, it’s the stall at the hawker outside og. Third station we went to a desert stall opp macdonalds, n we had to finish 4 bowls of desert like peanut paste, sesame paste etc, this time using the straw to feed each other, and of course, we cheated when the programmer was not looking. Fourth one we went to yu ren sheng for tea eggs, fifth one was the durian stall at the hawker side, really enjoyed the durian though I seldom eat it. Sixth one was the herbal tea, think we needed this anyway, after all the heaty things we had eaten. After this we took cabs down to esplanade for the next station, where we had to say I love you in 4 different languages, I was one of the couple saying the word, I said ti amo, think its Spanish or Italian, don’t really remember. Anyway, did I mention the programmer at this station was one of the cutest around. While we were at esplanade, we skipped the last game and went to have our lunch at thai express. As adrain put it, K grp always use our brain, and we wont be as stupid as skip our lunch to play game
            Anyway, for this game, we were paired up with each other, and qianni was my partner, and we actually had the same primary school, and I was asking what class was she..forgotten that shes 2 years younger than me. She stayed in bukit panjang too, and her alevels grade was actually same as me, taking the same subjects as me too, so coincidental.
            When we went back to ntu, we dressed up and prepared ourself for the sp nite, and when we went over to my sp group evos, we had so may forfeits to do that think we actually wasted around 1hr plus. The first forfeit was to jump like a monkey, then the second one was to do pumpings. Anyway, we couldn’t see the face of the girls, cos they were covering their faces with newspaper. After this, there were American idol, we are supposed to perform anything, and curtis went to sing the song by fir, I had to say that his voice was good. When it was my turn, I really dunno what I could do, so in the end I settled for singing the song miss you like crazy by moffatts. I know my voice sucks lah, so initially was booed, but eventually still passed the stage, think they saw my efforts la..was so relieved. Anyway, one thing to note was Im not really nervous as usual, most of the time when I had to present something in front of a group of people I will have stage fright, but not this time, think maybe cos the gals were still covering their faces, so could see any eyes at all. Think Im getting more confident of myself as I age. After this idol thing, we were supposed to chose which one was our sp, and I actually asked the first one ‘is your hair permed?’ hhaha..I know I can see, but I don’t know whats a permed hair la. So subsequently I use another clue in the postcard, so I started asking for the height, and after 4 sticky tapes on my hand, I finally got it right, Cynthia was my sp.
            After that, we actually went out as a group, together with her friends, cos they decided to stay together, so in the end, my sp seems more like the guy than the girl cos I talked to them more. Anyway, she liked the hp holder I gave her a lot, which was really good, cos she just liked everything tts associated with ducks, n its really coincidental tt I bought her tt.. I got a water bottle with 3 stripes, something practical too.Anywhere, there wasn’t really much to talk about my sp, so we went over to chinablack. This was my first time cheong-ing, every time when my army friends jio me go I also didn’t go, cos firstly I don’t think I will like the type of noisy atmosphere there, and secondly its expensive, Im not going to spend $50 to make myself unhappy. Anyway, I went in separately with my sp, then gather together with fellow kaleos. Not sure if I looked stupid dancing though, cos I just don’t have the talent for such things, but Im not going to let that hinder my night either, so I joined everyone else on the dance floor. In the end, I ended up with bruises on my sole, initially I thought that its due to the wrong type of shoe I wear for clubbing, but then again, it looked more like rashes, maybe Im allergic to some kind of alcohol? Hmm…anyway, I also dunno what I drunk that night, cos basically I didn’t know any of the names of the drinks, and my drinks were taken for me by the gals, they could take for free cos its ladies nite. So will I go cheong again? Maybe
            We left cb at around 130am, reaching back at around 2plus, and finally slept at 3am..
 
 
 
 
Fourth Day
           
            Checked out from the hostel rooms early in the morning, cos we be leaving for sentosa today. Anyway, was supposed to have war games, but due to the rain it was delayed slightly, so we set at the canteen to discuss our talentime performance while some of them went to take their halls keys. In the end we settled on doing some  kind of synchronized actions, and I showed them the jj clap, and they actually liked it, couldnt believed that jj clap was useful here, so proud haha..having the whole group learning jj clap. And from there, yanxing, hes from jj too, and me started teaching the rest of the grp, and we divided ourself into 3 differrent groups doing 3 different things, and then combining them together for the last part.
            War games was next, and we just got all muddy around, and theres a part where you drink a bowl of water, and tts actually vinegar! Even now when I thought of it I feel like puking, the taste just sucks, and cant imagine I actually drank a whole chunk of it..:P And after the games ended, we started getting all the gls into the mud, zhihui, sherwe, adrain, junhao etc..its was fun, and they were really sporting. Then there was the skII  treatment on the face haha..
            Went over to sentosa in the afternoon, and after putting the things in the chalet, we had a little bit of time to discuss our performance again. After trying out different actions, my section finally settled on the movement of bottles shown by qianni. Initially it looked quite hard, but after learning, its not that hard, and it looked really impressive when all of us did it together, and when you go faster n faster, it just looked better, and fun too!     
            We had to go over to the other side of the beach for our dinner n night activities, so some of us took the bus shuttle along the beach, and the rest including me walked initially, before we saw a lorry in front, and zhihui went over to ask whether we could hitch a ride, so the 10 plus of us was on the lorry, and we actually went past the first group hahha...
            After the dinner was the candlefight, the game was about using your candle to break the 3 strings at the opposite side, and defending yours too, you could blow out the candle of the opposition, and if anyone candles were blew out, they couldn’t defend or attack, and had to go to the refueling point to light their candles. We were really high on this one after we won the first match. We were one of the best teams around, and with me and karwing playing in defence, we were real good, and the girls playing in defence was very fast too, sniffing out any attacks. Karwing was really the star defender, cos he was so tall that no one could blow out his candle. The semi final we faced off with zyon again, and they were real good this time, the attack came in waves, and I faced off with jingfeng and weiyao. We almost couldn’t make it to the end when finally our attack managed to break all 3 of their strings, and we had only 1 string left intact. We made it to the finals, and the whole group was real proud of it, finally we did something haha.. we were already immersed in the game now, giving our best. The finals we faced off against evos, but we were in control of this match, we did not had any strings broken, except when midway through the second half, karwing was sent off, but I didn’t think that was justified though, he didn’t threw the water bomb at the opponent face. After that, it was only left with me and 2 other girls in defence, and we did really well, not allowing them any chance to break through. And when the final whistle came, we shouted with jubilation, we won!! And it was really fun, the players walking up the stairs one by one into the ‘walk of fame’ created by other members. Kaleos the champion!
            After the fight kaleos, Adrain treated us to 7 elevens, its really a nice gesture by him, and we slowly walked back to the chalet. At night we rehearsed till 2 am plus, where we had the combined rehearsal, and finally went back to sleep at around 3am. We had to share beds, 2 person on 1 bed, and mine was real hard, waking up to backaches.
 
 
 
Fifth Day
 
            The whole morning was spent moving our things to the other chalet, and playing beach games, and theres this other foc group at the beach too, and we went over to cheer in front of them, rivalry...hmm..but in the end just ended up 3 cheerings for each other.  The funniest moments came during lunch, when Adrain tried to cure his hipcups. After lunch was the beach games again, but I cant really remember which beach we were on. Anyway it’s the one where they got a bridge over to the other side, where they called it the southern most point of the asia continent. The place was quite nice actually, dunno why I didn’t notice it before though I watched it on tv before.
Anyway, after dinner, we went to prepare for our performances, and after a while the campfire started. First up was a performance by evos, and I didn’t think it was good anyway. Our performances was next, and at the end of the show I actually saw the other groups clapping, ours was the best performances. We had the pageants next, and after which the sp games, eating apples with our sp. After that was the performances by other group, which was putting me to sleep, not that theres no effort la, but skit just bored people to death. The last part of the programs was the cheerfight, we went through the first round, but lost out the the final 3, by this time we were already out of voice shouting.
            When it came to the announcement of the winning group, they actually gave it to us! Kaleo was the best group! It came somehow as a surprise, though we already knew we were one of the 2 contenders for the best group. We broke the traditions of Kaleos, cos over the past years, Kaleos were always contending for the bottom 2, and this time we were the best!
            Went back to the hostel after all the celebrations, and there, I started bbqing with yiwen, yanqing, eliza, songlin, karwing..hmm cant remember who else was there, but anyway, we actually bbq till 2 plus, before deciding to go upstairs to the balcony to play cards, and had a bit of drink. They said I was drunk when I was resting n leaning at the side, but I didn’t think I was leh, its just that I was just tired, and sleepy, its already 3plus am you know. Anyway, after the games, I wanted to bath, but the bags were just too far away, all the others were sleeping in the room. Songlin and me ended up sleeping on the balcony, n karwing joined us there too. 
           
 
 
Sixth Day
 
            In the morning we had our last photo formation, and the combined uoc cheer. The camp was officially over. We went over to harbourfront for our lunch at pastamania, and after that went home in 963 with yanxing, qianni, kaiting, and songlin, the bukit panjang gang. But before going in different ways, when we were outside pastamania, they were distributing the remaining tibits, and karwing and songlin just threw the grape biscuits into the bag grace was holding, and she actually didn’t notice it, it was hilarious, cant imagine her reaction when she saw it.
            So tts the end of my Uoc, definitely one of the best camps around!