Just checked my edventure, I was not allocated any ge, basket.. 3 choices and I didnt get any.
Anyway, didnt know that my busstop story will get so popular hee..but then this kind of thing will only come out from me once in a blue moon haa.. Anyway, talking about a good writer, I think siying is a really good one, I always find her stories intriguing, so ya, theres a link down the left to her blog.
Its been raining these few days..perhaps heaven is mourning for those who lost their lives in the tsunami. I had nothing to do yesterday when I clicked the 'next blog' link on top of this page, and I went to a blog created by someone with a first hand account of the tsunami: he was right there in the action. It was hard for me to imagine what happened there, and what they went through in this sheltered room of mine, where the biggest threat to me was worsening my myopia by spending too many hours in front of my computer, or the feeling of boredom caused by the lack of entertainment. And there I was, reading the blog, and going through the photos of the destruction, the removal of bodies, trying to picture the process and everything.
I still couldnt feel it.
Rain is a way of life. So is the sun. The sky will not rain continuously, and neither will the sun shine non-stop. So when you are in the rain, do not indulge in a state of self pity; look forward to the next ray of light. Likewise, it is unrealistic to expect the sun to shine forever, for the rain will last longer if you do.

A mirror cracked, a tsunami, a broken leaf, a war, an argument, a paper torned, a forest burnt, a terrorist attack, an economic crisis, a heart broken.
Irreversible.

Was waiting for a bus with a friend yesterday, and we waited and waited before we realised that the bus would not come.
It's the same in life isn't it, when you keep waiting for that elusive bus, hoping that your wait will not futile, even when deep in your heart, you know that it will not come. Hope is the one that keep you going, but that hope fades as the waiting time gets longer and longer. Even when you see many other buses that can get you to the same destination, you do not want to board those buses. Why? Because you believe that this bus will eventually come. Believe that this is the only bus that can bring you to your destination. Believe that you are safe in the hands of the driver. Believe that no other buses can bring you faster to your destination.
Believe.

Woke up at 7am, but been lying on my bed since then. This is the kind of life I been having recently, but its my last week of holiday now.
Anyway, my leg is still sore from yesterday. Think it haven recover from the previous vball session, cos it stiffed up quite fast into yesterday session.
6weeks ended its run yesterday, and sadly David(adrian pang) died in the end, not from the stomach cancer, but from the mercedes bully. Lesson learned: Do not drive a mercedes, it means you are insecure.

too lazy to write abt yesterday le.. so heres the extract from my frens blog:

anyway last nite was spent at yiwei house...met kelvin edwin n hengswee at cck mrt...n as usual...all was late....hahaha...think its really abt vb player......hahhaaa.....can nvr be early...hehhee...anyway.....only had dinner at ard 9+ cause the pizza took almost 2hrs to be sent..hahaa...then started playing the uno stacko...while waiting for dinner....after tat was the zhong ji da shi.......hahaa...damn comical..played tat to clear all the food....and it was like the 2guys sitting on the sofa had kanna all the way...edwin kanna 5times...had 2 or 3slices of pizza n 2 chicken wings n tink 1 one of root beer...then was followed by wilson...4 times...then i think was hengswee..n kelvin....hahaa...mm...shumin also kanna twice i think...only yiwei n i kept a clean record....*blinkblink*...muahahahha............then shumin had to leave...n the guys wanted to watch their 12 kingdom.....n i went online..hahah..then after tat......it was the beginnin of card session n ps 2 nite..hahhaa..n nt to forgt abt the drinking session........edwin was the mixer...n i think we all luv the coffee liq......cause when it was tat drink..eveyone juz wanted to drink..hahaa..anyway at ard 4...tiredness started to crap in..n edwin suggested vcd time...then...yes..it was also the start the my restin session..hehhee..think i havent even yet to watch the show i was already kunning liao...ops...hahha...wat to do...very the tired leh....anyway slept till ard 7.....then i hrd tis chicken sound..i thought yiwei had a dog...then the neighbour had chicken...hahhaa..anyway was actually alarm clock.....then tink we all gt up...n was on our way back home...hehe...n oh yah....had this phrase during the session.... 男人学喝酒是要骗女人，女人学喝酒是不要被男人骗。。。complete truth in it mann...hahaha.....oh yah..yiwei had a dog in his house...so whenever we had to go toilet...the dog wont gt disturb by us...n wld like cling on to the guys...hahha...n harass them...luckily guowei is ard to hold on to the dog...hehee...so i was spared the harassment...hehee.....anyway i'm scare of dog...hahaa.......

quite bored now sigh.. just finished watching happy fish, nothing to do le. its been like this for the whole day haiz.. damn slack leh me.. maybe should go running tmr, see how first.
Btw, anyone watched 6wks last sunday? noticed the glove that adrian wore at the ice-skating rink? its exactly the same as mine haha.. so proud haa..this sunday is the last episope le, i will surely stay home and watch it.

next week is the last week of holiday le, so fast end le, then it will be back to study liao, new subjects, new tutors, new classmates...changes and lots of change.. everything is so troublesome.. Nothing can escape changes, even me. In fact, Ive been trying to change myself, in some ways or other since the start of the year; I wanted to be a more vocal and direct person, and I ended up saying someone fat directly. A lot of ppl got suan by me directly as well, though i rather see it as direct criticism. I wanted to contribute to the society, and I started donating blood, even though I didnt have the guts to do it during jc and army times, when I thought up numerous excuses on why I couldnt go. Im still afraid of the needle, but that is only a small pain compared to the numerous people I can help. I went to a orientation camp, the first ever that I willingly went to, and paid for as well, to know more people. And in that, I chiong for the first time in my life; its not as bad as I think. I joined the student union, to get a first-hand experience of organising things, to leave a mark on my cca record in school, unlike my secondary school times when I had none. And during the past year, I finally let go, and stop living in the shadow of my previous relationship, and embark on a new path. I went through numerous presentations in school, even though i had stage fright in the first place, and became more confident of myself in the process. These are something I have to go through because Im in the business course after all. I decided, and took up malay in the first semester, much to the surprise of many people. It was a decision taken alone, and alone I was in the malay class, but it all ends well in the end.

Its time to change my hairstyle.

Theres something wrong with my computer that I am not able to access my hotmail. hrmm... virus? but i wont be able to detect any virus also, cos i didnt install any anti-virus software on this computer. Lazy to format my comp too, guess I will just have to bear with it and checked my mail in school.
Watched phantom of the opera, not my type of show haa.. too artistic liao la. I was expecting some sort of a musical, but then, they dont really dance. One and a half hour in the show and I was wishing for the show to end sooner than later. So ya, unless you like the music, there isnt really a reason for you to watch it.
Its nearing year end already, maybe its time to make some new year resolution? Recalling back, I dont even remember what resolution i made last year, or do i made any at all. Dont think I made any, did i? Dont think so la, at this time last year, Im only counting my days to ord, nothing else le bah.
Anyway, talking about resolutions, I did not even complete my resolution for this holiday haiz.. was supposed to be training back my fitness, but the only thing i did was playing vball...the rain la, everytime rain..hrmm no more excuses besides the rain haa... And was supposed to resume my korean language training, but yet haiz.. i dont have motivation to study it at all, lack of discipline. This holiday is really wasted le.
So for the new year, dont think im going to make any resolution le, no more of that stuff since I cant get myself to do it, no point making any false promises. I always tried my best to fulfill promises make to others, but when it comes to promises i made to myself, I always failed..sigh..wheres the yi wei in the past who always get things done. The determination, the resolve to complete things is no longer there...I accept failures too easily. A sign of growing up?

im sunburnt.. haiz.. just when i recovered from my previous stint of sunburnt and skin peeling, I started another run again, cos went to sentosa yesterday.
And ya, i got back my results le. CACC, good or bad? good because at least i cleared all subjects, bad because...how can 3C be a good result anyway. But then again, looking back at the effort i put in, to get an A is already surprising. Maybe its time to buck up, but then haiz...
going to watch naruto le, 60plus episope already, gambatte!

its been more than one week past my bday le, hadnt mentioned anything here yet, cos wanted to see if who will remember my bday, speaking of which, I was somewhat surprised at who wished my happy bday that day. Who would have thought that my friend in camp, who still got one yr to ORD, would remember my birthday and sms me, even when he still dont know whether my birthday is on 4thdec or 12april haa..thanks vincent. Then theres also my primary school friend, who I only just recently contacted in recent months, msg me at 12midnight, in the middle of her movie, thanks leh holly, though u wont be reading this hee..and paiseh har, to all those disturbed by her sms-ing haa.. Besides them, then theres also kit, who gave me my present long ago..and jingfeng, whose bday is too close to me for him to forget la. where got ppl give presents 2 wks in hand one! haa.. And of course, not forgetting my gang, vball + cck, thanks for the gift. Guess thats about all, friends who bothered to give me their blessing. And ya, also 3 of my classmate, really surprised hee.. Shurong, Sarah, Lisa... thanks manz. notice i didnt mention kaleos...

Nothing much for tt day, cept that my mum bought me a icecream cake hee..and my dog likes it alot ha..

sigh.. still waiting for my results now.. all the waiting haiz..watch naruto first better.. hee..

results going to be released soon, most likely today.. now im getting slightly anxious...worried..sigh..

A wonderful day... of watching vcd, haiz.. been idleing away now lor..read newspaper, check mail, replying mail, checking if my resutls is out, watching vcd, eating watermelon...my life.. maybe i should start reading through for my new semester, BUT my result not out yet. Been seeing my eng friends around me getting As lor, think tts impossible for me la, not tt smart, and didnt work that hard as well. And now, I have to get 23 au for ge, from 16 previously. do they really have that many classes of ge for us to take in the first place..keep increasing it..and expect ppl to take stupid courses like appreciating bird..appreciating gemstone.. idiotz manz.. And i cant take sociology leh..still rued over that, dunno what to take for ge leh, need to register next week le.

I watched polar express yesterday, didnt expect much of it since a lot of friends said its not nice, and in fact I didnt bother to watch it in the first place one, and nothing to do mah. The plot is quite stupid la, like no aim like tt. 3/5stars

dinner time!

just had steamboat at a frens house, feeling quite tired, so came back instead of staying overnight le. Watched the stars award just now, think its hilarious in some parts. Then watched 6 weeks too, i really like the show now glued to the tv for the hour, think its really really nice. Whats nice of it? Im not too sure too, just like the show and the plot and everything, and i think adrian pang is a really good actor too.
My hair is getting longer and longer, not sure what to do with it yet. wanna change a hairstyle, but that will cost, so have been holding back the idea, think i will just continue like this into the new semester, but its quite irritating when i play vball. haiz..
its getting late, gdnitez..

didnt sleep well last night..who can explains waking up at 3, and then cant get back to sleep..and i didnt even feel sleepy at that time, evident of the fact that I didnt fall asleep watching the boring soccer match between real and roma, though i did switch it off after a while. So there I was, playing computer games at 3 plus.. all the way till 6, then finally decided that I was tired enough to start sleeping.
Woke up at 10 plus today, switched on my comp, and hey my timetable is out! but damn sian, cos I will not be able to take sociology this sem, plus the fact that many of my classmates wont be in the same class next year, kinda sad thing, just when we were starting to hit off. ok, maybe i shouldnt be so greedy, at least I got one whos in the same classes as me for all subjects. But still haiz... now i got to find another ge to take..
just got my 256mb mmc card, waiting for my hp to finish charging before i turned it into a mp3 player hee..
been going thru a quite aimless life now.. slacking at home everyday.. you can either find me on my bed, in front of my comp or tv. was supposed to start training, but then haiz.. its already 9thdec liao, and so far i only run once. hrmm.. shall make myself go run later, hope it rains...
time for lunch..

I PASSED MY MALAY!!!! WHAAHAHHAHA...........

hrmm... been some time since i update my blog. got a feeling that the holiday is fast coming to an end liao, but hor, just as well la, cos i am pretty much wasting my time in this holiday. not working, not doing anything constructive, but rather just slacking around, not to mention the large outflow of money..
and ya, i have changed to a new phone. need to get rid of my old phone before it go bonkers again. Anyway, now im holding a nokia6230, decided to get rid of the stylish but cmi samsung s200, so its a downgrade in style and upgrade in performance. At least now I have my radio back haha...but kinda disappointed with the new phone, cos if i want to use the mp3 player, i need to buy the cable...idiotz one..samsung they gave me the cable lor.. and not to mention i will need to buy a much larger memory card than the miserable 32mb they gave me, and all this add up to the cost of the phone.
ok, enough of the phone. Got the news over the weekend that Si will not be coming over this vacation, was kinda disappointed, but ok lar, theres always chance in the future. And ya, I got the jack jack neck cushion le haha.. and guess what, i got it at nus macdonald lor! bukit panjang plaza macdonald had already sold that out lor, and theres not many ppl buying it at nus hee... now i got the whole set at home le haa..you can imagine me with the neck cushion around my neck while im typing this haha..its coming in handy.
Now im hooked on the song 'The Reason' by Hoobastank.. think its quite nice.

im red now... my face is red now.. my whole body is red now.. sunburnt arr... cos i just came back from sentosa, one whole day of beach volleyball.
Anyway, watched spore idol yesterday, and i thought that the better singer won. Taufik is clearly the better singer with the better vocals, so no matter what u sly fans out there say, he deserved it.
the end is near..