Another strange dream.. this time, I killed someone when my rifle which was supposed to contain blanks, but instead fired out live bullets.. and I was on the run for the whole dream.

-_-... dont get it..

If someone said u are boring.. how would u feel?

Bothered.. by the endless possibility that can come out of this statement..

I had a nightmare last night.. a strange one it is.. because a lot of things doesnt make sense -_-

1. I was at a company event in Shenzhen.. but I think some of my colleagues are there.. but strangely, there are some people who are late.. and they came arriving in motorbikes, and I recognised them as sergeants/technicians from my camp.

2. We were near this large lake/river/sea, and the water was very clear, and deep, and some of the guys started jumping in. And there was a bridge at the side which i vaguely remember it look like causeway


3. Then I saw these double deck bus(looks like SBS) which drive very fast, and it drifted at a turn, without crashing! (yes yes.. i know.. how can a double deck bus drift..)

4. Ok, heres the highlight.. I got kidnapped!! I dun remember the exact circumstances of how, but I think I was in a van or something..

5. Next I run away! And I run into a forest, a not very tall one.. and there was this black bear chasing me!!!

6. I woke up.


Ok man.. can someone make some sense out of the above senseless stuffs????

garmen stuff.. I have to agree with them on this



We are never perfect, and it is our imperfections that make up who we are. So don't be afraid of your shortcomings, because you are beautifully imperfect.

You seriously have to watch this.. amazing stuff

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

Have you heard of 阿桑?

I just got to know today that she died last Monday, at only 34years of age. Diagnosed with terminal breast cancer last October, it seems she kept the news from most people.

I like her songs, because she have a really good voice, especially when she sang 叶子。

What would you do if you have only 6months left to live? I wonder what she did in that 6 months.

Life goes as quickly as it comes.

My boss just texted me this afternoon, that one of my colleague in NZ passed away cos of heart attack. If I remembered correctly, he was only 38 yrs old, kind of young to leave this world like that.

I knew him since more than a year back, though it was only through email, and maybe phone. The news was shocking because I only met him one and a half week back for dinner. My thoughts immediately went to what he would have think of just before he died, the stuffs he would have like to do. Being pulled away so suddenly is just so cruel.

I should have brought him to try durian when he was here too.

And I was still thinking at that time; I know someone in NZ who can actually bring me around if I go there. From my short conversation with him, he shared the same interests as me, nature and travel.

Its strange to talk about him in past tense now.

Rest in peace Roger.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
--Mark Twain--


I guess I miss the days in yellowstone, when everyday is a holiday, and every free time is a time to discover and see something new. Grand prismatic, fairy falls, kapler cascade, storm point.. we live the motto of 青春不流白. But now back in Singapore, life seemed so monotonous, its like going from colour tv back to black n white. Everytime u try to switch on the tv, there will be people reminding you Singapore is a BnW world.

Whatever happened to 青春不流白?
why postpone your life?


Like my colleague said, others wont understand.