My horoscope today:
Face it - you care a lot more about a certain person that you dare to admit. How can you figure out what to do next if you dont know whats going on within yourself? Talk it out so you know where you stand.

Yesterday marks the end of the exam period. Finally!!! haha.. finally i can watch my jap dramas, animes, play games without feeling guilty! Dunno y, but I always have this trend of playing more and more game, watching more and more drama during exam period itself. Bad habit huh..

Anyway, yest went to eat at secret recipe, something called chicken condon i think, cant rem the exact name. Chicken chop, filled with ham and cheese. Its not bad, just that the whole piece is so big, thus unable to eat the ingredients together. So in the end, its like eating chicken chop, and then eating ham and cheese seperately.

Went to a pub at esplanade after that, or should i call it a bar? Whatever..went to a alcohol drinking place hhaa..with vinc, sr and fiona, and after tt went for supper at glutton square. prata..prawn mee..dian xin...sugar cane.. haa.. its always nice to eat supper with frens, and nua there haa..

Initially decided to go home after that, but then esplanade dont have my NR!!! ... so...went to watch movie, and take first bus home haha.. Daisy..hmm... not bad la, the plot is quite simple though, but I dont think the male lead acting is all that great. In the end, its a korean ending haa..

Oh ya, theres this place at cine, e-max or something, can play xbox there.. then they got rooms for watching movie too. $10/hr/rm, $6 for dvd rental, seems reasonable to me. But the important thing is, it resembled my yr 1 mkting project!!! Even the name is so familiar!! haha.. maybe my mkting tutor did something unethical hhaa.. but anyway, the rooms there looked so cosy!! mus go there some time!

I wont do well for tmr paper le. How can I do well when I spend more time playing game yesterday, and on watching jap drama today. haiz.. but arh..forget it, last paper le, i shall concentrate on watching lost later. and ya, the female lead in the new jap drama, attention please, is so so so chio!!! haha..

my dog is a roach buster..he jus helped me killed another xiao qiang..n n n...theres this crunchy sound when he bited xiao qiang! yucks...

100 Things: #1

The train.
The train im talking about here, is not MRT. Its the real type of train, to malaysia. Used to take it to go to my grandma hse last time, until my sec sch times when we use car, and then to buses. The train ride took 6hrs+ to reach KL from Singapore, then used to take it from tanjong pagar there. But nowadays no one take train le la, cos take bus to kl only take 3hrs+, much much faster.
Remembered last time, before we go train station, always stocked up one junk food to eat on the train, to keep ourselves occupied. And the train would go past endless kampungs..you could see those traditional house and all, cows and other farm animals too.

The study environment in my rm:

My laptop is right in front of me on the table, net connection on.(obviously..if not how i blog..)
Oreo wafer stick to my left.
Oren cookies to my right.
Mocha and tiramisu coffee to my right.
TV on my right, with my ps2.
Super rings, pringles, honey stars, caramel corn, famous amos cookies, in front of me, on my desktop.
Bed in front of me.
Bangkok, Pattaya, BTS map on my table.
Toro jumping ard, wants me to play with him.

Teach me how to study in this rm??? haha..

I saw a rainbow yesterday!
It was like such a long time ago since I saw one. Because its hard to see one? Or is it because I seldom bother to slow down my steps and look for one?

Nature is such a wonder.
Peace.
Calm.
I like things that got to do with nature. Jus gazing at the sky, or looking at the waves.

I actually feel nervous while walking to the examination hall today. yea.. felt nervous, increased heartbeat and all. Too long nvr exam le haa..

today is a slack day. Strange..cos tmr is my first paper, never slack like this b4. This reminds me of my secondary school days, not tt i always slack before exams, but tt for my maths paper, i always have an hour or more to sleep after finishing the paper. And I do mean i finished the paper long before the given time. Thats such a luxury those times, challenging each other to see whos going to sleep earlier. Theres a few maths expert in class, and its always a challenge to see who would get the highest marks.

Anyway, those is past glory le, getting A for me nowadays, especially for marketing subjects, is a much higher challenge. marketing marketing marketing..I got C for it, but i still chose this specialisation. This sem have been a revelation for me, seeing people who are so good in talking, real good in linking this and that together, the art of marketing. Am i going to succeed in this field? I dunno..but i will fight for it.

I have confirmed my travel plans, going back to bangkok again! haa.. going to be the 4th time liao. I jio-ed my comm tt time..and some of them actually said they dont want to see me come back in ashes. Suan le.. im not goint to jio them again, those ham cheese ppl.

ya..tt person did jumped down..tt explains his pose. Funeral there today already. My dad said he heard a thump sound, but I never hear anything with my windows wide open. Cant imagine..tt person jumped down behind my back, and i have no idea at all.. gosh..

jus as when i said i have nothing to blog abt.. someone died under my block there, dunno if he jumped down or what though, but the coroner sure took a long time to come n collect the body.

nothing to blog abt.. except exams... wish me luck, i need plenty..

today's newspaper features a coverage of hospice. Didnt noe the existence of this place, 4 in total in spore, till i read it this morning. This is a place where terminally ill ppl are sent to spend their remaining days.

A sad place ya.. cant imagine how the docs and nurses there spend their working days, seeing an average of one death a day. it surely takes a lot of courage on their part, as someone like me would have gone into depression immediately shld i work there. As what one of them said, the patients there dont have much days left in their life, so their aim is to let them have as much life in their remaining days.

Death is an unavoidable final journey. Birth, growing old, getting sick and death is part and parcel of life, so just as we receive a life born into this world happily, we should let go of the dead peacefully too. This is life. Death is part of it too.

School officially ended today. Next week is the start of the exams period, though im starting on the week after, and ends in 2 wks time.

Time in university always seems so fast, one day you just started your first lecture, and the next u rushing through projects, and now its exams already. Time used to flow very slowly during jc and sec sch times, when the holiday u been waiting for seems to come so slowly. And soon i be spending 10wks on attachment, and after tt will start school liao! sianz...

In the midst of my studying now, not optimistic about my grades this sem, with the amount of effort im putting in now. Been getting back assignment tt performed moderately only also..not looking too gd.

Even my mood have been affected. sianz sianz..

lost lost.. super nice!! haha.. gonna depend on the weekly fix fr channel 5 now

For those who want to see photos fr the steamboat + cele session, go this blog: http://www.xia-fantasy.blogspot.com/
haa.. yea, im lazy, and since cuixia already posted some photos up, save me the hassle of doing tt haa..

My ward here got a sports complex 'roadshow' just now, and i went there to take a look. Free food, free performance etc, but i only hit and run. Anyway, something i notice about the sports complex. Its not stated when it will be built, and i guess the main point of it all is the word "proposed". Manifest meaning huh.. Another thing i noticed. Theres 2 pools in the plan layout, but but.. under the description of the sports complex, it mentioned basketball court, volleyball court, tennis court, cafeteria, but no swimming pool! Misrepresentation? ....

Im getting skeptical of all these already. And ya, calling the event a roadshow..when theres no start date of construction.. disguised rally? ....
Enough of politics haa..

Time to study.