argg....Singapore almost did it! Just 10mins to go, but haiz...But really, the Singapore soccer team did us proud this time, played very well as a unit, and scored a great goal as well. Never seen them played so together for such a long time, since the Malaysian cup days, and now against such a strong team like Japan, with singapore pools offering 3n a half goals handicap, they akmost draw them! Good day for Singapore soccer! :)

my dog is back, after an operation few days ago, now his front right leg is still bandaged, and i still have to take him back for some more checkups. Hopefully he can recover fully, which im quite optimistic about, cos hes already jumping around with 3legs now.
Now my whole body is aching, just becos i did a bit of workup yesterday...which shows how unfit im really am now. Time to buck up and start training..
I saw this one ad last week, with a tagline: When was the last time you did something for the first time? ; which really makes me think..since like a long time ago..maybe it got to be starting this blog, cos i have never written a diary before, consistently. It really makes me realise how much, or rather how little i achieve for the past year or so..but what can i do, but wait for my studies? What can i do now?
How about you?

Feeling real sad now, just came back from mount elizabeth hospital...theres nothing wrong with me, but rather its my dog..I was playing with him just now when he sort of hurt his leg...had a xray just now, extent of injury is not known yet, but will have to go back there tmr to see the bone specialist. I be in camp tmr, so my sis will be bringing her down, hopefully wont be anything serious...

Just came back from a jog, sigh..jog halfway then no mood liao, ended up walking instead. So boring...
Anyway, I watched the eye2 2 days ago, that show sucks man, not even scary, the whole film only got one scene i consider slightly frightenenly. Waste my money, when the film end i ended up not thinking about the film, but about a trailer of a korean horror movie(into the mirror) that they showed before the show. But still, it was kinda funny to see AngMokio mrt station passed off as a hongkong train station.
As for my life in camp, well, Im considered lao jiao there already, so things are definitely getting considerably better, except that I have to shoulder the responsibility of being the ic, so instead of doing more duties, I do more things outside of duty.
Went for my medical checkup on monday at ntu, right from my camp, and me and my friend ended being such an outcast, cos we are the only one in green, then have everyone looking at us, haha..like popstar sia.. actually the food there also quite cheap leh, compared to outside lah. Thinking about me being in their shoes in a few months time...sigh...then be back to study mode liao...hope i be able to enjoy my stay there. Time really flies, now my army life is almost over, and before i know it, i be working already, but now, i still dont know what i want to do in my life. Business is not actually my area of interest, just that Im not interested in engineering, so i chose business. Actually preferred to study in life sciences, but results not good enough, so also cannot get in anyway. sigh...

sigh...been home all day long on a sunday, really gonna bored to death liao..Lets see, what have i been doing today? Reach home, use com, play game, watch vcd, now on com again. Thats my life currently..sigh..and definitely not what I want. Hao wu liao...
This morning got a msg from a friend, asking me to help him scan something for him. The thing is: why should I help him? Why do I think this way? Cos the last time i ask him to mail something for me, which is only less than one busstop away from his hse, he dare to say that its too far away. cmon loh, its only a little distance loh, and he rejected me just like that, damm selfish. And now, why should I help him? After all, my scanner is not even installed yet, so why should I give myself trouble and help him when he doesnt help me? What do you think? I remembered last time in jc, I used to help my friends burn disc. They offered to pay me, and of course Im tempted to accept it, but it was my then gf who told me not to accept their money, cos they are my friends. so now what should i do?

Got back this evening, another off, so instead of coming back tmr morning, im back home today. Life is definitely getting better now that the elusive date is drawing near. Heard from the news this afternoon, that 3 armed robbers hiding in tekong..haha..of all places they can hide, they actually run into tekong! And now they have more than 600 soldiers with them as company. Just called my friend whos down at tekong, and he sad man...have to do guard duty on sat, and prowl 24hrs too. But then again, hopefully nothing bad happen though, and hope the 3 robbers can be caught soon, cos theres this butterfly effect, that if they cant be found, a lot of people including me will be affected too. so praying la..
Tried the mcdippers today, actually not bad leh, quite nice tasting, somemore now having promotion as well. The fact that i dont eat fish tells you how nice the thing is. Will try to find the product in supermarket when i have the time.
Anyway, theres this album by ah sang that I really want to recommend to all of you, its really very very nice, all the songs in the album, esp her voice, heng hai ting. I have been listening it over n over again for the past few weeks, and definitely now too. If i had a gf who can sing like her....ahh......
Anyway, nothing else to do now,...sigh...play game watch vcd...so much time on my hand now, yet so little thing to do, so few ppl i can share it with. Sometimes really feel like going to the beach and just lie there and enjoy the calm, but im just too lazy...i used to always do that, go there myself, or to changi airport, just sit down and relax..that kind of feeling is really what i like...but too lazy le..and dont wish to go there alone either. last time used to reject the notion of taking a bike license, cos its too dangerous, and i remembered that my mum said before she bought me my current bicycle, that she wouldnt want me biking. but now the cheap transport of bikes compared to cars is actually too hard to ignore, and i might really go for one, that of course must be approved by my parents, wouldnt want them to worry excessively for me when Im already nearing 21.
By the way, have I said i want to go Thailand for a trip this june? Think I mention it right? Anyway, the progress is my accomodation over there should be of any problem liao, cos my friend there had told me there wont be any problem staying over at her place, so i can actually save the hassle of booking hotels, and saving the money for shopping instead!!! Really hope to go over then, thats why you see me cutting my spending now...gotta save up for this trip. 2 months plus left. Besides, wouldnt want to spend my parents money for this trip either. I wanted to be the one providing for their trip instead, when I start earning. Remembered dad wanna go to Beijing, so that will be my first goal when I start working~
Thats enough talking for a day, gonna do bo liao things now...buaizzzz

my mood now is not gd at all..feeling down...its one of those days again...I find myself slipping into depression again.. arggggg.........
Watched dogville yesterday, and seen how it demostrated the evil of human nature, how every people are just selfish bastards, thinking only of themselves. Though the story went a bit extreme, it was right on the dot. A lot of people are damm selfish in this world, and its just too easy to point out plenty of such by looking around you. yes, theres the occasional kindness, but most of it is just a face to hide their true nature. People are only good to people who treat them good, but of course, you could argue that if someone treat you badly, why shouldnt you treat them indifferently? The point is, everyone expects something in return, the intention is there. Even in a relationship, even when you say you love someone, and that you dont expect returns when you do things for him/her, didnt you expect him to love you back? you cant call that unconditional love, do you? So where is this world heading towards with such selfish thinking?
The only unconditional love that exist are those from your parents. They are the one who truly do things without expecting returns, though yes theres always the occasional conflict. Bringing up children is no easy task by no means, and its a 24/7 no pay job. And their reward? Probably just the joy of watching the process of u growing up.
And I thinking too much?..maybe..its getting out of point...maybe i just come back to write next time..

todays one of my frenz bday...21st...and she had a dinner at her void deck...isnt it strange..first time see ppl celebrate bday at void deck one, let alone go to one. then started talking w my fren about how to celebrate 21st bday...hmmm...actually going on a cruise is not a bad idea lo. As for me, Im definitely be at home eating cake one, nor will i go out and celebrate, i long not treat bday as a special occasion. besides, ppl seldom will rem my bday one since its always fall during the holidays. myabe i will just treat my buddies dinner or something..or rather get them to treat me instead! hmm...tts a brillant idea!~
just got a msg from my friend telling me i will get $60 from my work on the essays..pleasant suprise, just enough to cover me to purchase the tv tuner card I saw today at suntec, gd gd...gonna slp soon..done quite a bit of walking today,,,tired..if wake up early tmr then i shall go jogging, time to regain my fitness! gdnite~!

yeah...finally settled my com probs, one thing off my mind now, though my pocket burned liao. anyway, tmr i OFF!!! happy happy...another break for me, but got a few things to settle tmr, collecting watch for my sis, buying present n going to my fren bday celebration, sending out my sold item.. AND SHE gonna have a qian chang hui tmr, but i cant be there...sad sad..cannot see them this time. n ya, tmr is the start of the creative sale too, gonna be there too, almost forgot. Though Im unlikely to spend any money there, still wanna go there window shop.
hmmm...think i gonna sleep now, after my instant mee...nitezzzz

what a raining day yesterday, allow me to do nothing in camp, haha...long time dont have this type of weather already, and the rain almost flood my guardroom too, luckily it didnt, if not u will see me cursing here liao. anyway, received the promotion letter from creative, the warehse sale is here again!! and im tempted to buy n buy n buy again...argg....what should i do? i know i need to start saving now, but im just so tempted to buy, this time its the 5.1 speaker that im eyeing... not to mention the it show at suntec this wkend too..am i suffering from buying addiction??..
anyway..been floating around aimlessly nowadays, not wanting to take of things, the bo chap attitude...haiz...also dunno what to do with myself...shld i go walk my dog now....hmmm...still thinking...

spent the whole afternoon sleeping..zzz...now my whole body aching, jus cos I went running yesterday. anyway, now on the net trying to change my blog, but not being helped by my computer at all,argggg...the motherboard is giving me problems, think i will go upgrade my com within the next 2 wks...no no, not think, I must go change it..
I just borrowed a book few days ago, named 'cold mountain'. yes, its the one in the movies now, cos i wanna see how it defer from the book. another reason is just to occupy myself on the bus. Anyway, most of the books I borrowed are those that were released in the cinema b4hand, cos i just had a lack of imagination, thus having watched the movie I will be able to imagine it better.
I dont really have a goal now, just waiting to serve the remaining of my ns life, so life is getting aimless, just passing everyday like it is. should i start revising my work? nahh...im too lazy anyway...what should i do..

today is actually one of my gd fren bday, hope she will enjoy her day. jus now rush out to get a cake for her, think i first time get a cake personally for someone beside my family, but 21st bday mah, must make some extra effort. anyway, finally handed in the econs essays, a load off my back, though not satisfied with the quality of those essays, really show my aging brain, haiz...army ah army...:p
anyway, today went out to ikea to get a tv console, but cant get any suitable for me, and walk till i tired, so many furniture, cos i dont really like to look at those anyway. so me n my fren went to imm to look for it, and i found a dustbin for my room. in the end decide to get the tv console from giant, so finally settle tt part of the room. now can roll my tv around, hehe...
actually hoping to go ubin this wkend, but now tt hope diminished liao...i hate it when ppl say kan xian, cos most of the times tt means they wont be going, but instead put it in a nicer way of saying. haiz...human ah human...
recently i did something wrong, made me realise that i shld be more accomodating to other people, tt when they reasons for doing something, i shld not view it as excuses. made me realise that sometimes, people will really have valid reasons when they do certain things you dont expect them to. be patient and you will soon understand.
gdnite...

just realised that I haven been writing my blog for a week liao....busy busy, busy with trying to write essays instead of actually writing it, haha...:p anyway, just saw my friend blog, wah!!! well done there tricia, thought I went to the wrong address, but nah...got one big photo there reminding me. looked really nice leh, make me feel so ashamed of my own, maybe shld really make some efforts to change mine liao. Btw, I was hoping to go Thailand in june, since airfares getting cheaper liao, but have to see how first la ya...
for the past 2 weeks, I have been travelling to pasir ris...far far ah...for volleyball, it has ended, and my team, air force, finished third. not bad la, but if only we beat cdo in the semi...
my tv came! yeah...got my own tv in my room liao, now can watch movies in comfort lo, now need jsut another tv ...ermm...what u call that...those tt put tv on one..whatever la har..need tt thing to put my tv on. and my com, acting up again n again, thinking whether to upgrade now...or wait till june...can anyone tell me amd or pentium better for me?
I had watched mystic river last wkend, hmm...personally dont think its worth the 4 stars leh, maybe too chim for me too. but this morning it just won best actor n best supporting actor in the oscars, so not tt bad la, me just dont know how to appreciate this show. just felt like watching a lot of movies recently...dunno why also...but also have to find ppl to watch with me la. now wanna watch girl with pearl earring starring scarlett johansson(shes in the 'lost in translation'), and also another one opening this wk, the butterfly effect.
I will end here now, hopefully be able to do some change to this blog the next time im here.