Not been updating my blog lately, cos been a bit busy with some things, and somemore my pc not up with net yet, so got to use my sis's. Anyway, been cooking carrot cake lately, now I can safely and confidently say that my carrot cake taste nice! After cooking and eating my own carrot cake for months, now finally master the technique liao, yeahh...think tmr gonna cook in the morning and bring it to camp for testing, see what the guys view are. Hmmm...what am I going to cook next leh? Fried oyster? Hmm..maybe hu, any idea anyone?
Going to ice skating later, finally ah...hopefully no last minute chen ma jin...after which I shall go to my unit cny dinner, held at qian xi lou, marina, my fav place.
Will enjoy iceskating, meanwhile gonna rest now, my left eye is getting swollen...haiz...cny side effect... tcarezzzz....

After sleeping for chu yi n er, finally went out to bai nian yesterday, not to relatives, but to friends instead. Its really seems like I dont have much relatives right? Well, half of them is in malaysia, and close one I saw them on eve, distant ones I seldom visit them. In fact, only when Im young did I went to many relatives house to visit. So what will the future like? When I have my own family? When I get old?
Anyway, speaking back to the point, I went house visiting with another 2 of my friends yesterday, in fact, its all in bukit panjang anyway, so not much of a hassle to us, all within walking distance. Hmmm...actually nothing to say about this trip anyway, just a normal bai nian. Ya, theres one thing, while walking home, I walked past a girl, and she smiled at me??? Why huh?? But she quite pretty also lah. So did I approach her?? The answer is no, you think I dare meh? Im still a very shy guy after all, and theres only one time that I ever approach a gal, though that was an indirect way also. suceed, but no success..
Back to work later, gonna read my sunday times now, b4 sleeping...nitezzzz....

disappointing day yesterday, was supposed to go back jj play vball, but in the end cancelled. was supposed to go marina/chinatown witha fren, but ended up seeing an airshow, and going there alone. So whaT am i doing at this hour? reading straits times..thats my new year for you..
'sorry', its always very easy to say this word isnt it, but do you really mean it when u say it? For some people, this word come out of their mouth every now and then. why is it that sometimes people can just say out this word, and then treat like everything is resolved? Just like for some people, whenever they turn up late, a word of sorry is what they said, but sorry isnt even on their mind. Will they turn up on time the next time? will they make an extra effort to make it puntually? NO. Thats why I dont like hearing the word sorry, unless they really mean it. why? becos in my view, if the person dont even make an extra effort to come on time everytime, and make me wait, then why should I bother to wait then, they are not thinking about the fact that I make the effort to be puntual, nor are they respecting me. there was once when my friend was late for more than half an hour, and didnt even make the effort to call me hes coming late, and I literally walked out on him. Maybe there are some of you out there who think I may be a little harsh, but hey if he didnt care, why should I then?
Why am I making such a fuss over this whole 'sorry' thing? Becos yesterday, I was supposed to meet a friend over at marina, and when I was there already, I received a msg telling me shes not coming. and ya, that 'magic'word is in it.
'sorry' is an overused word, and I urge all of you to think carefully before using it, or it will lose its value. gdnitezzz...n enjoy the holiday.

Just came back from camp, feeling a bit tired, later still gotta to go down n make payment for my new tv. Hiz...sian ah, so far away, really getting lazy liao. why I didnt update my blog for one week liao leh? Becos Im having problems with my computer, unable to connect to the net, arggg...have to repair it again...no money ah..
Last week I was so looking forward to go iceskating, but reach there then found out that they have games going on, so disappointed, so long never iceskate liao, everytime go there also not fated to play. Btw, just found out that safra members have discount at fuji,8.60 for 2hrs, so now really got incentive to go there, anyone please?
Met up with my volleyball friends over the weekend, wah...so long never see them liao, but they all still look the same anyway. Nothing much have changed really, jus that girls keeping talking about uni life, and guys army life.. then decide to go back jj to play vball on cny eve, yeah...gotta go their straight after my bookout, hopefully wont be kick out of sch then.
gotta cont fixing my com now, cya..

How do I describe today? Just one word, uneventful. Stayed at home the whole day, spend the whole afternoon playing my playstation, then sleep, then eat n watch tv, till now almost 2am. Dont you envy me for being able to have this type of lifestyle? A whole day of slacking? The thing is, I dont really enjoy this, or let me rephrase this, I dont like to be slack, rather be doing something useful or rewarding. Its been more than one year since I have this type of lifestyle, and it really makes me worry if I can adapt back to my former student life this coming july, when I go back to study, will I find things too hard to take? Besides, its more than 2 yrs since I have contact with any books, can I?
One thing about doing nothing is I will think a lot more, maybe excessively, and when you think a lot and talk less, you become like me, lot of white hair..nah...jus joking... anyway, thats why I started this blog, so that I can express my thoughts here instead of just keeping it in my mind.
Its been one month since I moved here, nothing much change, since I still living in teh same block. But one thing that change is that I got a room of my own now, and now walking to the kitchen is twice the distance. And another thing I notice is that with a bigger house, there seems to be less tension in the family, everyone have a bigger place of privacy. Perhaps its still early to tell the result, or maybe everyone will become more detached as a result of this, but hey, Im certainly enjoying having my own place, now that I know how it feels like to have your own room, so those of you who are lucky enough to have your own room since young, be glad k.
4 hrs of sleep left, gtg now, sweet dreams to me...zzzz...

1 plus in the morning liao, and Im still awake....tired, but just dont feel like sleeping yet. Not sure why, but mood not been very good recently??? Anyway, I spent the whole of today making pineapple tarts, and the finish product is good! So if you want to try tarts with added ingredients from me, then come visit me during Chinese New Year.
Acutally now supposed to be watching soccer with my friend, but he too tired liao, ended up staying at home using com now, what a boring way to spend the night. Still yet to get my new clothes for the new year, not sure when Im gonna get them either, maybe go out shopping tmr, that is tuesday.
Arggg...really feeling moody...monday blues? or new year blues? Nvm, think Im going to sleep now, life have to go on, and I have to get back to camp tmr, gdnitezzz................

haha...finally blogger is back, finally able to see my own page, and then hear this beautiful music playing! wow, really suprised leh, I even forgot when I put this midi of yu jian up one, and its actually working, hehe...:))
been busy in camp these few days, so as usual, fell tired by this time of the day, but still feel like writing my blog first. spent my day today making pineapple tarts with my mum n my fren, acutally only making the pineapple part of it la, gonna continue on sunday. after which I went to esplanade to borrow some movies again, they got quite a few new additions to their collections. then went over to the seoul garden at marina square and buy the cash vouchers, which cost $6 for a $10 one, so those of you who like to eat seoul garden can take this chance to go makan there. and ya, the vouchers apply for breeks restaurant too.
went over to carrefour bike sections too, been want =ing to buy a new bike recently, a full sus one to replace my current one, but I also dunno how to look at a bike leh, think tmr go ask my friend. After I get the new bike, then Im going to cycle around singapore definitely.
By the way, I have something to add to my new yr resolutions, that is to learn a new language, maybe future become translator also not bad. and I decided that from the next blog onwards Im going to write in good english, to start getting back to school writing standard.
anyway, goodnite guys, n enjoy ur wkend!

One week since I last updated my page, but no choice, cos im waiting for my internet connection to be activated.
new year eve, I was in camp, so sian..really nothing to do inside, except order pizzas to eat...sigh...but then again, even if im outside, I dont think I be doing anything either, Im not the clubbing nor partying type, nor do my friends, and I think I will just end up watching tv at home, if not sleeping. Like one of my friend said, new year doesnt mean anything, its just another passing day, except maybe for people to get a fresh start or new hopes. In fact, any new day can be a new year, whether they are better or not depends on fate and ourselves.
Last sat I went to chinatown to see the fireworks, but in the end didnt manage to see any, except for the smoke n sound. Reminds me of the time when I was in year1, a bunch of my classmates w me went to suntec sky garden to watch the fireworks on National Day, but in the end also see the yan(smoke) but not the hua(flower). Furthermore, chinatown that day was really filled with people, people mountain people sea. so in the end, I ended up walking at suntec with my mum. somehow, I feel that this year amtmosphere is better than last year, people are more happy on the whole, maybe its the economy upturn.
well, tts all I have to day for the moment, going esplanade library to borrow some dvds for watching, good day!